I'M NOT DEAD!

Ahoy there! Never fear Lillian is here!!

Yes, i know i haven't been blogging for quite some time, but this post should be superly duperly long (:


I GOT A HAIRCUT ! After many many months of growing it and not triming it, the split ends decideded to pop up! So Snipity Snip! And now i hate it :(

NAHHHHH, just kidding (: Hrm, i wonder if i would ever have the guts to cut my hair like that...
It actually looks like this...



IT LOOKS WORSE IN REAL LIFE OKAY! haha. I hatee it, but its easy to curl :P I guess i will be curling my hair more often now!
Anyways now onto a real pickle.
It will probably THE HARDEST decision i will have to make in my life thus far.


Let me explain my little pickle...

My subjects for year 12 clash! (oh no!) Currenly i have 5 subs that are fine and dandy (3A/3B ENG, Applicable Maths, Physics, Chemistry and Economics). BUT, i need 6 subjects and mum wants me to do 6 TEE subs cause "Andy did 6 TEE subjects lalalalalalablahblahblahblah" So the subject that clashes is Political and Legal.

Now i have 3 options;
1. Choose a subject on the 2nd line (they all suck!)
2. Do P&L by SIDE (SIDE is a program where you do the subject by yourself in the library or something and once a week someone comes in and gives you stuff to do and then you gotta do it by yourself, so basically it is self teaching yourself)
3. Move schools

Currently option #1 is pretty much out of the equation and i am favouring option #3 more, because i am scared i don't have the willpower and self motivation to teach myself! Cause I might talk to other SIDE students who do it the same time as me or not even do any work and just sit there OR wag the class : But option 3 also comes with some cons! Like having to adjust to the new school (learn my way around + get new friends!) and it also has its pros!!! Btw the pros outweigh the cons...Oh, i also don't really like my group of friends right now...so that is also a pro to move.. :P

So i don't know what to do...

Stay at thornlie and potentially fuck up my TEE, thus fucking up my life.
or
Move to CVC potentially get a good TEE mark, and possibly not fit in and have no friends!!!!
But the thing is TEE is more important than friends and stuff right now...And yr 12 is like 3 terms so even if i do have no friends it'll only be one year of social suicide? haha.

Help me! Why does life have to be so hard :(

Onto a lighter topic...Viv and i finally camwhored, been a long time since we have camwhored :P

Yeah, not many pics cause our creative juices weren't flowing :( Anyways must be off homework is calling!!

x

P.S Sorry it wasnt a super dooper long post :P

books.

ahoy there people :)

What books does Lillian like right now, i hear you say *no not really i'm just trying to make myself sound cool, i bet no one really cares :P
Well, time to take you out of your gripping suspense! *why am i so lame today...

Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck
Steinbeck is like legendary! Of Mice and Men is one of my all time favourite books!! He also wrote the Grapes of Wrath which I am yet to read, but I bet it'll good :)


My Place by Sally MorganThis is like an autobiography about an aboriginal girl and her life, it's very interesting and quite sad!!


The Wave by Todd Strasser
This novel is hell cool/freaky at the same time! It's about this history class doing an experiment about dictatorship, it's so very interesting but kinda weird and freaky at the same time.


And there is of course the Harry Potter Series :P I can't be stuffed putting a picture of it. There is a lot more that I really can't remember right now cause my brain has turned to mush! Supposedly the Twighlight Series is very good too, but the plot seems to corny for me. It's definately not for the boys, cause its about a chick falling in love with a vampire. One day i might read it, when i feel like reading corny love vampire stories haha!

anyways i'm off now!
tomorrow should be a good day going to caro and ash's place!
nighty night.
x

back in ye ol' days.

Well hello there, long time no blog.

It's mainly because I have a very very boring life. All I ever do is; eat,sleep,school,homework,study,tv and computer. Next Saturday should be good cause we're(Mel, Rach, Ash, Jen and I) going to Caro then back to Ash's house to watch the footy(which we will most probably get belted in, but oh well!) and we will RELAX. A well deserved relaxing day seeing as I have 3 tests during the week(Intro-Tuesday, Chem-Thursday and Physics-Friday) and Rach and Ash have 4(same as me but Chem-Monday and G&T-Thursday). The last time we went to Ash's place we had a very very long bitch session in her room, twas good :) Can't wait for Sat!! It is very much needed!

On Sunday I will probably go to Viv's place as well, seeing as we haven't seen each other for donkey years and need to release steam!! Hrm I wonder if i should walk to her place after tuition...Save the rentals petrol and the environment :)

I have the sudden urge to read childhood books. You remember those books for back in ye ol' days that you loved. Roald Dahl was a legend man, my faves were;

And who can forget Enid Blyton's kick ass books!

I also loved The Baby-Sitters Club Series...Oh the shame! haha. I also converted quite a few people into liking it as well :D And I read like ALL the ones in our school library, but i don't think i've read the whole series :P
Man I love books! I remember my mummy use to take me and my brother to the library like every week and i'd take out like 10 books (which was the maximum!). I stopped going when I went to high school, cause it's not "cool" to go to the library! It didn't help that they built a freaking skate park next to it so all the "cool" kids could see you!! Haha, now I don't care if they see me, but I still don't often because I get books off my english teacher :) Maybe next post I will talk about books I love now!! Yes, I am a bookworm/nerd/ dork/ geek/ fool. I'm proud of it :)

x

Fake Friends.

I've noticed lately that a lot of my mate are very very fake. It shits me.
I've been drifting away from my good mates at school cause they have been so immature lately. I don't know if it's just me growing up or them getting more immature, but it shits me.

Not only am I growing away from my close group, it just seems to be everyone in the extended group :P (My group i sit with at school is split into two) Ugh. But it's not just them it's 99.9% of my mates, in or out of school whateverrr.

It makes me appreciate Jen so much more :)
I can't wait to graduate from high school. Then hopefully go to uni, then graduate from uni, then get a kick ass job in a Europe and live there forever and ever and become a millionbazilliongazillionaire.

Then I won't have to face these fake friends :) :) :)

What a emo post :P
x

blah blah blah. I am so very bored right now. The opening ceremony for the Olympics is on, and it's getting boring cause its just there showing the countries now and Australia is 3rd last!!!

It's finally the weekend :) And i have nothing planned :( More homework...I need to go out and buy lots and lots of presents for people. Four mates and a brother have their birthday in August, so 5 presents! I need to do my tax return to get my money back so i can spend it on these people! I also need to buy boardies cause i'm going to Adventure World at the end of the term for physics :)

Man i am really really bored! I will most probably be bored for the rest of the weekend too, seeing as I've nearly finished My Place by Sally Morgan i will have no books to read. But I could steal my brothers books...

Today was one of the best days of yr 11! Cause 4 periods(English, Intro, Econs and P&L) i slacked, in english the teacher doesn't care what we do as long as we hand in our stuff on time(our film review is due next friday), in Intro we had a relief, in P&L we had no teacher :P and in Econs we had a relief. And my other 2 periods (Chem and Physics) were very very productive, and i did lots and lots of work in physics without getting stuck :D

Econs was the best class though, cause me and two mates just bitched and gossiped! It was hell good. Found out a lot about other peoples "issues" :P Best econs session ever!

Anyways I'm off now to die of boredum.
toodles!

footy.

Well today was the derby, not my preferred outcome :P
But I had to go to tuition first and the derby was aired at 3pm and tuition finished at 3.30 :( And to make matters worse people had to photocopy two pages from my book cause they all use a different one and then the stupid lady was doing other things and it took like 10mintues to photocopy 2 pages for 4 people!!!

I walked outside of the tuition place (while on the phone to melissa complaining about the slow people and so she could tell me the score :P) there was this big white board that said THE DERBY and stuff about how its screening in the room and stuff and i was like OH MY GOSH. So I turned around and saw this HUGE projection of the game in this really dark room! So I stood there watching through the glass door :P Then this lady came up to the door, dunno why. But she saw me and smiled and opened the door and said "You should come in and support the eagles!" (i was wearing my eagles scarf at the time :P) So i walked went in to watch the lovely game for a while, then the slow people gave me my book back and i ran out to the car and told dad to DRIVE! haha.

Footy is so lovely. It brings people together. That lady invited me in to watch even though she knew nothing about me because I was an eagles supporter! I've had many comments/guestures made to me when i've been wearing eagles gear (scarf, guernsey or whatever eagles gear!) none have been negative, the closest thing to a comment being rude/negative was "You're wearing the wrong colours" :P And the person who said it to me didn't know me either! Of course there have been negative comments and guestures, like my mate little cousin getting pie thrown at him, but i have never experienced it. Then there was the person on the train when it was going past me to stop and Rach, Kavi and I were going on the train to get to the game, he did the thumbs up sign to us! And soo much more. Man i love footy.

On a different note some pictures;krispy kreme's my brother brought back from Melb.

mmm!

i like the original glazed ones the most :)

Mario Mushroom, that my brother brought back for me :)

bored.

howdily ho neighbourino's!

Well tis the lovely weekend now :) The week went by awfully quickly! So it's week 3 of term 3 on monday, by golly how time flies! This week I'm not THAT bombarded with homework, but I really want to finish it all off today so I can RELAX on sunday. Tell you what's also on sunday, THE DERBY and....IT'S ON A 20 MINUTE DELAY, boo youu channel 7 BOOOO!! Good news is that I finish tuition at 3 and it starts at 3, so I should be able to get home just in time to watch it all :D

On wednesday i got my report, seems i got 2 more B's than expected!
English - C
Physics - C
Chemistry - C
Intro Calc - B
Economics - B
Political and Legal - B
I've been getting sooo much crap from mum now saying that "it's not good enough lalalalala blah blah blah blah blah blah" All i hear is "BLAH BLAH BLAAA LALALA BLAH BLAH ANDY DID BETTER THAN THAT BALH BALH BAHKAJDFIANFDAKLD IT'S CAUSE YOU'VE GOT A SMALL HEAD FKJDAIFDJAFKLAJIFJADKFJA"

haha :) And she says it to me like 5 times a day, so i have decided to give her the silent treatment, CAUSE HER COMPLAINING ISN'T GOING TO HELP ME. Man i probably spend half my life giving the silent treatment to my mum, boy i can't wait till i move out :)

Anyways sorry about the short boring post.
I must be off now and go do my homework!
x

back to school.

Well today was the third day of term 3 :( Man i really hate getting up in the morning! The bed is so warm and cosy, then when you get out of bed it's all cold and what's even worse is when you change out of your pj's into school uniform or whatever you are going to wear for the day, they are cold too :( I hate mornings!!!

I have noticed that during the holidays when i wake up and lay in my warm cosy bed it doesn't feel as good as when i wake up and lay in my warm cosy bed when i have school! :( Mel also agrees with me :P

I have also noticed that I have been given SOOO much homework this week! Next monday i also have 3 assesments/tests; a physics test on motion, a econs test on employment and inflation and an inclass essay for english. So much shit to do/study over the weekend. On sunday I am also starting this tuition class thingy for Intro. I don't understand why i'm doing it for intro cause that was my best class in semester one!

Ohh, we also have a new exchange student from Italy, and he's in my econs class. And supposedly we have a really hot french exchange student in year 10? But i've never seen him, i just heard that on the grapevine and don't really care about yr 10 kids :P

Lately i've been obessed with Jason Mraz! Well more like listen to his songs!! I had never heard of him till a week ago? And now i'm in love with his songs haha, Mel couldn't believe that i'd never heard of him and laughs at the fact that i am obssessed with him, but i just tell her that i'm making up for lost time ;)

Now on a complete different note, some picture of my buys from the holidays :)

i got this very cute top from vg at harbour town.

also got these boots from harbour town.
my lovely eagles mock, that supports the cancer council :)

Today my mate gave me a bag of lollies that she got from the US, cause i told her to get me some back ;) haha.

american candy! i like the sweet tarts the most :P

tootsie rolls!

THE DARK KNIGHT.

I don't think this is the official movie poster?
But I like this one the most :)

I went to watch Batman today, finally :P IT WAS SOOOO GOOD. Definitely lived up to it's expectations. Heath Ledger's performance definitely lived up to the hype too. I just thought people were saying that because he had passed away, but he proved that he deserves all the praise! All the other actors were great too, a lot of the limelight is on Ledger's performance as The Joker but Christian Bale (Batman) was great yet again! I must admit i spent 3/4 (or more) of the movie with my hands up to my face nearly covering my eyes!! I thought it was quite scary beacuse of the suspense build ups. But overall it was FANTASTIC and i would recommend for you to watch :D I want to watch it again!!!!!!!

Our movie started at 11.45am, but we were waiting outside the cinema at 11.30am and the door was open, so we just walked in and watched the ending of the movie that was showing before Batman, which was Mongol i think? But there was like 3 people watching :P Mongol ran overtime so Batman started late, boo! But still it was worth the wait :D :D :D

The best part of the movie for me was *A BIT OF A SPOILER HERE*
Highlight to reveal --> The Joker's pencil trick ; )


The Batman movies always seem to have very good one liner quotes that stick with you. Such as, from Batman Begins;
"Why do we fall? So we can learn to pick ourselves up again."
&
"It's not who you are inside, but what you do that defines you."

From The Dark Knight;
"Why so serious?" - Personally I loved it when The Joker said this.
&
"Some men aren't looking for anything logical, some men just want to watch the world burn."
&
"You either die a hero, or live long enough to become a villian"
These were the ones that stuck with me the most.

Michael Caine who plays Alfred(Batman's Butler) was probably the perfect person to play the role. Actually all the actor's who played their respective characters were perfect. Katie Holmes who played Rachel Dawes in Batman Begins wasn't that great. Maggie Gyllenhaal was a major improvement :) And of course there was Heath Ledger was The Joker, he was so psychopathic, intriguing and funny! See he was so good that you laugh with the bad villian!

Anyways i shan't say any more! That is my opinion, which is very similar to everyone else's because it was sooo good that we are all just in a state of shock :P So for those of you who haven't watched it, GO WATCH IT NOW, btw don't be stingy bastard and wait for it to come out on DVD, IT'S WORTH THE MONEY!!! Cinematic experience is best ;)

Carl&Phil.

EDIT: UPLOADED PICTURES.

Heyyy
I'm a fuckface 8)
haaaaa.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaah :)

Just kidding children!
Lillian being that fat cow she is, is sitting on my arm chair reading my Job guide 8)
Today was quite an eventful day might I say.
Then Lillian being the slow cow she is, came late and then I was getting all amped at home but then she just crushed me by coming 14minutes late.

Anywayyy, we were contemplating whether to bus it or walk to Livo, and being the fit homosapiens we are, we walked all the way to and fro :)!

Then we cam home to my place, watched beloved Oprah and have been cam whoring for the past few hours :D:D

Ladidaaaahh
Who reads this blog?
comment me.
OR
visit paddywhaQ.blogspot.com
haaaah No, I'm not just here to promote my blog.

I'm sure Lillian will go home and post pictures because i really cannot be bothered due to the slow connection of my interneto! Yup that's rght kiddlydooos!
Okay, I'm off, here's Lil Ian for you!





♥Carl





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hoy children.

Seems Carl has hacked onto my blog and called me a fat cow! It's true! It's all true :( But yeah i was reading her job guide and becoming emo about my future. Yes, i know boo fucking hoo Lillian, we all have problems.nerd + cool :P

puffy face.

nerd + aviators

thumbs up.

cause were cool :P

nerd glasses.

what's so funy ?

HAHA how staged does this photo look,
it looks like a picture that should be in new idea
accompanying the story "The day i found my long lost sister"
or something like that!



different angle.

yes i know, wtf?

me and viv.

i love this pic of viv, who else rekons she should
crop me out and use it for a default!!

kids, these days.

why so serious phil?

TOODLES.
x

ahh.

Well it is the holidays, FINALLY! Time to regroup, relax and reflect on my semester. I got my results back;
English - C (60)
Physics - C (56)
Intro - B (72)
Chemistry - C (55)
P&L - C
Econs - C (64) but it might be a B cause the teacher might have rounded me up :)

Well today i went to caro to get my dad a belated birthday present and also a little girls birthday present cause it's her birthday today. At rebel they had 30% off AFL merchandise so i got dad a freo jumper, saved about $16 :P I got the little girl a colouring book and a pencil case set thingy. Twas good fun, Rachl, Mel and I went to all the toy sales and got in touch with our inner child haha! Mel even brought the Incredible Hulk and Iron Man figurines, cause we have this personal joke amongst some of our friends! Cause there are theses two blokes who sit behind us in intro and I'm always really aggressive and mean to them, so they decided to call me Iron Woman and one day they kept thowing stuff at Mel so she got pissed at them. So they decided to call her The Incredible Mulk. Now we are Iron Woman and the Incredible Mulk. At the toy sales we got all giddy cause they had the figurines in a two pack :P So now i have an Iron man figurine and Mel has the Incredible Hulk!Incredible Hulk(left) and Iron Man (right) merchandise

Our toys :)

Our toys out side of the their packet :P

OH MY GOSH IT'S THE INCREDIBLE MULK!

Some random pictures from yonks ago, that i have been too lazy to upload :P
my room/table during exams.
Viv & I -good bitching session (Y)

NO MORE EXAMS

NO MORE EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!

DONE, FINISHED, GONE!

stress.

sleep, eat, study, tv, computer, eat, study, study, study, eat, sleep.

That's pretty much all thats been going on in my life. My exam timetable...
Monday
English - 8.50am (3 hrs), I'm crapping my pants about this cause i have to write like 10 pages in 3 hrs! I'm going to practice a lot during the weekend!!!
Tuesday
No Exams - study.
Wednesday
Physics - 8.50am (2 hrs), also crapping le pants about this.
Thursday
Economics - 8.50am (2hrs), don't care about econs. I always just bullshit and relate things back to tax payers money haha :)
Chemistry - 12.50pm (2hrs), semi shitting the pants about.
Friday
Intro Calc - 8.50am (2 1/2 hrs), pissing and crapping my pants! This will probably be the second hardest exam after english...
Political and Legal - 8.50am (2hrs), i don't give a shit about P&L :) It's my slack off TEE subject!

Now i must go study... :(
OH AND I ALSO NEED TO BITCH SOOOOO BADLY.
i have no one to bitch to any more; no more jen, no more viv...
I shall bitch to the internet after exams :) Just to let it all out!

Toodles!
x

1week.

One more week until my exams start.
So i will be frantically studying, and no updating (like i ever update anyways :P)

Last night was gut wrenching. Eagles lost by 5 :( it was such a tight match, and we were leading by so much! I nearly cried :(

That's all i've got to say. Hopefully my life will become a bit more interesting soon, but right now its all about studying.

Toodles
x

P.S - I'm addicted to Minties : O !