I AM THIS FAR | | OFF FROM HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN.

I CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS STUPID CHEMISTRY.
I CAN'T FIND MY FUCKING ECONS NOTES BOOK WHICH HAS TAKEN ME AGES TO WRITE NOTES IN.
I HAVE THIS STUPID P&L THING DUE ON FRIDAY, WHICH I'VE DONE SHIT ALL!
FUCKING JEN DOESN'T COME TO SCHOOL ANY MORE, WHICH MAKES ME WORRY ABOUT WHATS GOING ON IN HER FUCKING LIFE BUT NOOO DO WE TALK ANY MORE, FUCK NO!!

I HATE STUDYING!I HATE SCHOOL.
I WANT TO JUST TAKE THIS NIGHT OFF TO CHILL AND GET MY HEAD TOGETHER,
BUT I CAN'T CAUSE IF I DO I'LL BE BEHIND IN MY FUCKING STUDY SCHEDUELE!!!
I FUCKING HATE THIS.


i've never wanted to cry so badly in my whole entire life.
mental breakdown - activated.

another quiz ...

another quiz to defer the face that i have yet to post pics/blog about the 7k trek + dans party.

My current life in 90 questions

1. What was the highlight of your week?
nothing?

2. Whose car were you in last?
dads.

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
who caress.

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
purple.

5. How long is your hair?
long-ish.

6. Are you good looking?
no.

7. Last movie you watched?
my best friends girl.

8. Who were you with?
mel + alycia + rach

9. Last thing you ate?
chicken :P

10. Last thing you drank?
H2O.

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
neverr.

12. Who came over last?
family friends, but i was asleep so i didn't see em (Y)

13. Are you happy right now?
pft, not really.

14. What did you say last?
"i have eaten the chicken!"

15. Where is your phone?
next to me.

16. What color are your eyes?
brown.

17. Are you left-handed?
nah.

18. Spell your name without vowels:
LLLN

19. Do you have any pets?
yeah.

20. Favorite Vacation?
any where with good shopping (Y)
and i want to go to europe, i'm sure it'll be my fave when i go ;)

21. What do you dislike currently?
you (:

22. What are you listening to?
the news.

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
urhm, to get a fanfreakingtabulous TER (:

24. What is your favorite scent?
J'dore by Dior (Y)

25. Who makes you happiest?
no one.

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
talking to the vbanger.

27. When is your birthday?
28th February!

28. Who has the same phone as you?
some chick from school does :P

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
on the holidays, so a couple weeks ago.

30. Do you read your horoscope?
sometimes.

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
caro?

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
eh.

33. Do you bite your nails?
nah.

34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
not really.

36. Myspace or facebook?
both.

37. How fast have you driven a car?
100km + maybe a bit over :P

38. Have you ever smoked?
ew no.

39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
NONE OF THEM, THEY ALL SUCK BABOON BALLS.

40. Do you have Verizon?
wtf is Verizon?

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
don't know.

42. Do you have any hidden talents?
not that i know of?

43. Favorite Song?
good songs?

44. Do you like to sing at all?
yeah.

45. Dream Job?
High paying without much stress (Y)

46. Where does most of your family live?
singapore/china.

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
i have a sibling.

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
no.

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
who the fuck is at my house and why are they talking so loud!!

50. Do you drink?
sometimes?

51. Know any other languages?
Cantonese + little bit of mando.

52. Ever write a coded message?
no?

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
urhm, not really no.

54. Do you have any children?
ew fuck off.

55. Did you take a nap today?
no.

56. Who has the same birthday as you?
edmundo! and some chick i met at c/s

57. Ever met anyone famous before?
yes..

58. Do you want to be famous one day?
maybe.

59. Any Pet Peeves?
hate people who don't wash their hands after going to the toilet. HATE THEM!

60. Are you multitasking right now?
nah.

61. Do you like Britany Spears?
her songs are okay.

62. What is your least favorite chore?
all of em :P

63. Last place you drove your car?
to tuition.

64. Ever been out of the country?
yeah.

65. Where were you born?
in a hospital, in the land down under where the sandgropers live (Y)

66. Could you handle being in the military?
no way, i'd shit my pants then cry.

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
i'm in prepaiddd.

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
nobody.

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
don't know.

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
ninee.

71. Are your toes always painted?
no.

72. How many piercings do you have?
two.

73. What are you doing today?
urhm, nothing much tution + hw.

74. Have you ever been gambling?
nah.

75. When is the last time you updated your page?
ages ago.

76. Do you like rollercoasters?
YES!! (: (:

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
no, but soon in jan (Y)

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
mickey + minnie mouse

79. Last thing you cooked?
mash potato + peas

80. How's the weather?
good (Y)

81. Do you e-mail?
sometimes.

82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
drop it?

83. Last time you were sick?
agess ago.

84. What states have you lived in?
just WA.

85. Do you wish you could move?
yes!! MELBOURNEEEE or Europe :P

86. Do you take all the QuizPox. com quizzes?
no..

87. What is your dream car?
Blue Toyota Yaris (Y)

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
maybe?

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
EUROPE.

90. Are you happy with your life?
not really.

another day.

okay, the very little amount of pictures from the walk/dans party will have to wait till another day. Possibly the weekend but I do have quite a hefty amount of homework/study to do!

One week of school has just passed, it zoomed by faster than i could say "hold on a dicky bird!"
And now its 3 weeks until exams :| Time goes by so fast lately!! I still haven't started studying because this week i had two tests( intro on thursday and physics today!) and i have a chem test on monday, so i will start studying a bit on the weekend, but i will mostly revise for chem!! Man, i hate chem.

The freaking physics test today had this GAYEST question EVER. Everyone thought it was a trick question!! It was something like "Peter is having a party and he's using his electric oven, stero and 20 lights." And the oven and stereo were in parallel and the lights were in circuit. Then the question asks "How many volts does the oven use?" and it recieved 240V (cause thats the voltage that comes out of power plugs in Australia and thats what it said in the diagram) but it was worth 2marks!! And i was thinking '240V is such a simple answer for 2 marks!!" Then i started thinking 240V is what it receives but does it USE all the 240? So i did all this working out and shit, then i came out of the test and asked people and they were all like "Was that meant to be a trick question?!" and "Why was it so easy for 2 marks?!" And most of them put 240V!!!! ARGH. Why am i doing my head in over 4 marks!!! I really hope i get a B grade for this test!! I want to at least get a B in physics!

ANYWAY sorry for that little rant thing and most of you will probably only understand it if you've done physics :P

Time for a quizling (: damn vivien, got me hooked on quizes!

1 You hung out with?​​
mates from school.

2 Last perso​n you text?​​
Urhm i don't know, and my phone is in my room so i cbf'ed checking (:

3 You were in a car with?​​​​
daddy-o

4 Went to the movie​s with?​​​​
Mel + Alycia + Rach

5 Went to the mall with?​​​​
Mel + Alycia + Rach

6 Perso​n you talke​d on the phone​ with?​​​​
Urhm, can't remember.

8 You messa​ged on MySpa​ce?​​​​
Don't know...

9 You talke​d to?
daddy-o

10 Perso​n you cuddl​ed with?​​​​
no one really...

11 You miss?​​​​
yr 10 :(

T/F Only answe​r with True or False​!​​​​

Q: Like someo​ne?​​​​
False.

Q: Been arres​ted?​​​​
False.

Q: Been searc​hed?​​​​
False.

Q: Sat on a roof top?
False :P

Q: Been pushe​d into a pool with all your cloth​es on?​​​​
Not that i can recall...

Q: Broke​n a bone?​​​​ ---
False.

Q: Have shave​d your head?​​​​ ---
FALSE.

Q: Playe​d a prank​ on someo​ne?​​​​ ---
True.

Q: Had/​​have a gym membe​rship​?​​​​ ---
False, i wan't oneee.

Q: Shot a gun? ---
False.

Q: Donat​ed Blood​?​​​​ ---
False.

Q: Spit on someo​ne?​​​​-​​​​-​​​​-​​​​
False.


WOULD​ YOU RATHE​R

1 Eat or drink​?​​​
eat.

2 Be serio​us or be funny​?​​​​
funnehh.

3 Drink​ whole​ milk or skimm​ed milk?​​​​
i don't like milk, but whole (Y)

4 Die in a fire or die getti​ng shot?​​​​
shot straight in the heart.

ANSWE​R TRUTH​FULLY​

1 Sun or moon?​​​​
moonsun.

2 Winte​r or fall?​​​​
winter!

3 Left or right​?​​​​
Right.

4 Black​ and white​ or color​ed?​​​​
coloured.

5 Where​ do you live?​​
in the land down under.

6 Do you wanna​ get marri​ed?​​​​
maybe, not really.


IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU

1 Had a kiss that reall​y meant​ somet​hing?​​​​
no.

2 Been hugge​d by someo​ne that meant​ somet​hing?​​​​
i guess?

3 Been poked​ by someo​ne?​​​​
yes, freaking brother.





1.
Honestly, what color is your underwear?
PINK BONDS (Y)

2.
Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
Fuck off hiccups.

3.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Hiccuping!

4.
Honestly, what did you do today?
Go to school.

5.
Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
neg.

6.
Honestly, have you done something bad today?
nah.

7.
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
no.

8.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
probably.

9.
Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
not much...

10.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?
no.

11.
Honestly, what is your mood right now?
very eh.

12.
Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
no.

13.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
not really.

14.
Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
no?

16.
Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
probably :P

17.
Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
who cares.

18.
Honestly, are you loyal?
maybe.

19.
Honestly, are you in denial?
no.

20.
Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?
of course (:

21.
Honestly, who is your best friend?
no one.

22.
Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol?
yes.

23.
Honestly, do you like someone?
no.

24.
Honestly, does anyone like you?
pft who cares.
25.
Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
as i said before; pft who cares.
26.
Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?
i did, HONESTLY!!




FEARS!!
I Fear…

[x] the dark
[ ]staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[x ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep sea water
[ ] lakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ x] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[] clowns
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] snakes (only the ones on snakes on a plane)
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[x] dinosaurs if they were alive
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speeds
[ x] throwing up
[x] falling in love
My Total: 19

If you get more than 30 I strongly recommend some counseling!

If you get more than 20 you’re paranoid.



If you get 10-20 then u are normal.



If you get 10 or less you’re fearless.

WOO i'm normal, thank goodness!!!

OH MY GOSH.

WOO, did my 7K trek today (Y) good fun. mel and i raced rach and ash, and we won haha. did it in about 1hr and 5minsish. next year i'm aiming for less than 1hr (Y) AND next year i'm going to register with burswood (cause mum works for them..)cause they have nicer shirts/hats haha! and they got to eat on TABLES while we had to eat off our laps :( They had "Part of the B-Team and proud of it" ont he back of their shirts, so cute. My freaking shoes gave me a hugee blister on my left ankle, it hasn't popped yet but watery goo has oozed out :S Then again my asics weren't really built for walking 7k's :P oh well! I want to trek again (Y) burn those calories!!

ANOTHER QUIZ. cause i'm bored (:


Made out for more than 3 minutes?
...

Slept in a different bed?
yeah.

Made out in a movie theatre?
no.

Made out with 2 different people in one night?
no.

Thought your cousin was hot?
EW NO. INCEST!

Been in love?
no.

Taken a shower with the opposite sex?
yes, my freaking brother when i was a baby!

Gone over the speed limit?
yeah.

Painted your room?
yeah.

Drove a car?
yeah.

Danced in front of your mirror?
yah :P

Gotten a hickey?
no.

Been dumped?
nope.

Stole money from a friend?
no.

Gotten in a car with people you just met?
no?

Been in a fist fight?
yes

Snuck out of your house?
nahh.

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
yes.

Been arrested?
no.

Made out with a stranger?
no.

Left your house with out telling your parents?
yes.

Had a crush on your neighbor?
no.

Ditched school to do something more fun?
maybe ;)

Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex?
yes.

Seen someone die?
no..

Been on a plane?
yeahh.

Kissed a picture?
nah.

Slept in the opposite sex's bed?
my brother's!

Love someone or miss someone right now?
no.

Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
yeah, miss those days (Y)

Made a snow angel?
i wish :(

Played dress up?
yeah.

Cheated while playing a game?
during monopoly i steal money from the bank (Y) haha.

Been lonely?
yeah.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
yes.

Been to a club?
nah.

Felt an earthquake?
nah.

Touched a snake?
yep.

Ran a red light?
noooo.

Been suspended from school?
no.

Had a detention?
yeah.

Been in a car?
yeahh.

Hated the way you look?
all the freaking time.

Witnessed a crime?
yes.

Been lost?
yes.

Been to the opposite side of the country?
NO :(

Felt like dying from embarrassment?
yeah :P

Cried yourself to sleep?
yes.

Sang karaoke?
yes.

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
all the time.

Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
no...

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
i wish :(

Kissed in the rain?
no.

Sung in the shower?
NO!

Had a dream that you married someone?
no.

Played getting married?
no.

Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
no, but i once got it stuck to a spoon :P

Ever gone to school partially nude?
no.

Been a blind date?
nope.

Sat on a roof top?
nahh, soon though ;)

Didn't take a shower for a week?
EW NO.

Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?
YES.

Played chicken?
nah, too chicken to play chicken :P

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
no.

Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
yes. complete tool.

Broken a bone?
no.

Been easily amused?
haha yes.

Laugh so hard you cry?
yes!

Cheated on a test?
heck yes.

Forgotten someone's name?
yeah.

Blacked out from drinking?
nah.

Played a prank on someone?
yeah :P

Gone to a late night movie?
yeah.

Made love to anything not human?
haha like that man who made love to a bench or something haha!

Failed a class?
nah, failed tests though...

Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
nah.

Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
no...

Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?
no.

Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
no.


Felt like someone else?
no..

Thought about running away?
yes.

Ran away?
no.

Had detention and not attend it?
no i'm a good girl (:

Made parents cry?
maybe? never seen em cry before.

Cried over someone?
yes.

Owned more than 5 sharpies?
nah.

Dated someone more than once?
no.

Have a dog?
no :(

Own an instrument?
yes. hello flutey tutey!

Been in a band?
yeah :P

Drank 25 sodas in a day?
no.

Broken a cd?
yeah.

Shot a gun?
toy ones? haha

Been on myspace for more than 5 hours?
no.

Fell asleep at the computer?
no.

Have a major crush on someone rite NOW!
nupp.

Have a religion?
nah mate.

Thought about what people would say at your funeral?
noo.

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First thing you wash in the shower?
myself?

What color is your favorite hoodie?
pink.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
...

Do you plan outfits?
yesss.


How are you feeling RIGHT now?
eh.

Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
pocket knife.

Do you say aim or a-i-m?
wtf is aim?

Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
dont remember it.


Did you meet anybody new today?
nah.

What are you craving right now?
nothing?

Do you chew gum?
yeah.


What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
ew.

When was the last time you talked on aim?
huh?

Are you emotional?
sometimes.

Would you dance to the taco song?
wtf is the taco song?!

Have you ever counted to 1,000?
probably.

Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
a little from column a, a little from column b

Do you like your hair?
no.

Do you like yourself?
nah.

Have you ever met a celebrity?
urhm no?

Do you like cottage cheese?
no.

What are you listening to right now?
miley cyrus haha.

How many countries have you visited?
3?

Are your parents strict?
yeah.

Would you go sky diving?
maybe.

Would you go out to eat with George W Bush?
yes yes i would

Would you throw potatoes at him?
why not :P

Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
yes.

Have you ever been in a castle?
yes.

Do you rent movies often?
nah.

Who sits next to you in your math class?
Mel.

Have you made a prank phone call?
yes.

Do you own a gun?
no.

Can you count backwards from 74?
yeah.

Who are you going to be with tonight?
no onee.

Brown or white eggs?
how do you get brown eggs :|

Do you own something from Hot Topic?
no.

Ever been on a train?
yea.

Ever been in love?
neg.

Do you have a cell-phone?
yes.

Are you too forgiving?
maybe?


Do you use chap stick?
i need a new one!

What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
pft gawd knows.

Can you use chop sticks?
yeah.

Ever have cream puffs?
yeah.

Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
no.

What was the last question you asked?
urhm i dont know..

What was the last CD you bought?
haha no idea.


Boys or girls?
ya mum ;)

What is your bus number for school?
i get driven to school (Y)

Is your hair curly?
no.


Last time you cried?
i got teary yesterday, after reading an article :|

Ever walked into a wall?
yes.

Do looks matter?
yes! for those of you who say no, whateverrr!

Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
no.

Have you ever slapped someone?
yes.

Favorite time of the year?
WINTER.

Are you sarcastic?
haha my mates cant tell the difference between my sarcastic voice and normal voice...

Do you have any tattoos?
nah.

The last person you held hands with?
pft no idea.

Do you sleep with the TV on?
no.

Where was your default picture taken at?
eh.

Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
prob.

Do you like your life right now?
eh.


How often do you talk on the phone?
when necessary.

What is your favorite animal?
no idea.

What was the most recent thing you bought?
movie ticket + presents.

Do you have good vision?
yeah.

Can you hula hoop?
yeahh (Y)

Could you ever forgive a cheater?
nup.


Do you have a job?
no :(

Can you handle the truth?
haha, yeah. BRING IT.


What are you wearing?
paul frank shirt + tracky dacks.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
yepp.