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I AM THIS FAR | | OFF FROM HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN.

I CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS STUPID CHEMISTRY.
I CAN'T FIND MY FUCKING ECONS NOTES BOOK WHICH HAS TAKEN ME AGES TO WRITE NOTES IN.
I HAVE THIS STUPID P&L THING DUE ON FRIDAY, WHICH I'VE DONE SHIT ALL!
FUCKING JEN DOESN'T COME TO SCHOOL ANY MORE, WHICH MAKES ME WORRY ABOUT WHATS GOING ON IN HER FUCKING LIFE BUT NOOO DO WE TALK ANY MORE, FUCK NO!!

I HATE STUDYING!I HATE SCHOOL.
I WANT TO JUST TAKE THIS NIGHT OFF TO CHILL AND GET MY HEAD TOGETHER,
BUT I CAN'T CAUSE IF I DO I'LL BE BEHIND IN MY FUCKING STUDY SCHEDUELE!!!
I FUCKING HATE THIS.


i've never wanted to cry so badly in my whole entire life.
mental breakdown - activated.