no this is not a post about how wonderful my mother is.
more like how shes such a gay mofo of a mother :)
let me tell you why...
well i asked her if i could go to the footy on sunday, seeing as it is the school holidays and it's in the arvo. And she said no, what to know her reasons;
1. If i go to footy now i will always want to keep on going
My Response;
no fucking shit i want to keep going, BECAUSE I WANT TOO SUPPORT MY TEAM EVERY 2WEEKS (cause they have a home game every 2weeks) and thats the fucking point of going to footy, to keep going and support your team and get some good entertainment!!
2. Andy never want to footy when he was in yr 11
My Response;
FFS, if hes not going to footy now and he didnt go in yr 11, maybe that should indicate to you that HE DOESN'T FOLLOW FOOTY!
3. If you go to footy now you wont concentrate on yr 11
My Response;
WTF, its the SCHOOL HOLIDAYS and how will me going to footy affect yr 11!
4. You don't take yr 11 seriously
My Response;
Nothing to do with the TOPIC. But seriously, she doesn't think i take yr 11 seriously!! I'M NOT STUPID, OF COURSE I TAKE YR 11 SERIOUSLY. IT DOESN'T HELP THAT YOU KEEP REMINDING ME THAT I'M STUPID AND NEVER DO MY HW. WHEN YOUR NEVER HOME TO SEE THAT I DO MY HOMEWORK.
keeping in mind people, that i did not say fucking at her haha or swear i just yelled a lot : )
She pisses the shit out of me right now. And she's always like 16 year olds are always like this lala, maybe i wouldn't be like this if you TRUSTED me or ACKNOWLEDGED that i am GROWING UP and STOP MAKING STUPID DECISIONS WITH NO SIGNIFICANT EXCUSES. If she let me go to the footy game, i wouldn't have acted like a bitch to her.
And it is the school holidays and i haven't been out (until she said i couldn't go, then i told viv to go out cause i couldn't stand another minute in this hell hole thats my home, but more on that later) and its also in the arvo. Last time i went to the nab cup derby and it was at night and i didn't home till like 11.30 pm, and i had school the next day. But you know what i actually said to myself, rach and kavi that i won't go to any more night matches because mum would be mad that i come home so late, also cause its dangerous taking the train at night. Of course i didn't tell that to my mum, but she doesn't trust me or know me enough to think that i would make GOOD decisions that affect HER and SCHOOL. Instead she doesn't let me to go a AFTERNOON football game during the SCHOOL HOLIDAYS.
And she wonders why i get pissed off at her well maybe she should THINK OUTSIDE OF THE FUCKING BOX AND TRUST ME TO MAKE GOOD DECISIONS.
Anyway, rant over.
On a much lighter note, Viv and i went to caro yesterday, twas very last minute seeing as i needed/wanted to get out of the hell hole. That was the first time i've been to caro since i quit work? My there were many new stores!
My purchases included;
1. Bandaids haha! Because my new shoes gave me horrible blisters, and Viv wouldn't let me buy The Wiggles ones : ( so i had to buy normal brown ones POO.
2. A pink top from cotton on, it was only $5!
3. A greyish singlet top from cotton on, which was also $5!
4. Large chips from maccas
Vivs Purchases;
1. Natio stuff for her mums present, we got a good bargain man, cause we got this free gift thingy worth $40+ when you spend over $35 (Y) we're such good shoppers
2. A dress from cotton on for $15 ;) haha our little secret
4. Chocolate sundae from maccas.
All in all it was a good shopping trip, cept for the pain in our feet from our dodgy shoes. Hopefully i can go out more so i can get out of this hell hole : ) btw this was hell yesterday! haha.
Today i went printer hunting and put one on layby at retravision in maddo (Y)
I'm off now.
x
Friday, April 18, 2008
Friday, April 11, 2008
mute.
lately i've been really sad? well not sad, just not very social.
oh my gosh i sound like a bloody sad case.
Is it that time of month again? i don't know :P
But seriously, for example;
1. I'm getting really ticked off at my friends when they do stupid things. They use to do it but i never cared but now i do...
2. I barely talk in some classes, isit cause im paying attention? But in Chem i barely talk.
seriously man wtf is wrong with me : (
i don't even feel like going out on the holidays.
anyways i will stop being a fucking sad case : )
i'm going to a wedding tomorrow, got nothing to wear! ANDD
TOMORROW EAGLES V SWANS AND AND AND!!
SCOTT, MATT R AND MATT S ARE PLAYING!!! MY TRIANGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOOYAHHH. but i might not get to watch it seeing as i might go to the wedding dinner : ( BUT MY TRIANGLE!! AWW THEY MAKE ME SO PROUD.
it's going to be a good game, eagles and swans games are always close, but this time our team is very young!!! so who knows what will happen!
even if im going to the wedding dinner i'll listen to the game!! because i'll bring a walkman haha oldd school : P only cause my stupid mp3 doesnt have AM! and i'll also get rach to tape the game for me so i can watch it later hahaha!!
i'm off for now :)
x
oh my gosh i sound like a bloody sad case.
Is it that time of month again? i don't know :P
But seriously, for example;
1. I'm getting really ticked off at my friends when they do stupid things. They use to do it but i never cared but now i do...
2. I barely talk in some classes, isit cause im paying attention? But in Chem i barely talk.
seriously man wtf is wrong with me : (
i don't even feel like going out on the holidays.
anyways i will stop being a fucking sad case : )
i'm going to a wedding tomorrow, got nothing to wear! ANDD
TOMORROW EAGLES V SWANS AND AND AND!!
SCOTT, MATT R AND MATT S ARE PLAYING!!! MY TRIANGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOOYAHHH. but i might not get to watch it seeing as i might go to the wedding dinner : ( BUT MY TRIANGLE!! AWW THEY MAKE ME SO PROUD.
it's going to be a good game, eagles and swans games are always close, but this time our team is very young!!! so who knows what will happen!
even if im going to the wedding dinner i'll listen to the game!! because i'll bring a walkman haha oldd school : P only cause my stupid mp3 doesnt have AM! and i'll also get rach to tape the game for me so i can watch it later hahaha!!
i'm off for now :)
x
Monday, April 7, 2008
argh.
right now i have worse streak of bad luck.
well not worse but i've been just ARGH!!!
examples well;
just then dad recharged his credit and with optus you can win prizes, so he told me to go on the net and claim his prize. so i did everything and then when it said claim 30 free texts i was like okay, AND I FUCKING CLOSED IT! so i didnt claim it!!! meaning we probably didnt get the free texts UGH. Yes, thats probably nothing much but still!!!
anddd i got today i just had the shittiest day at school.
i got my results back from two tests(econs and physics)
and i failed, both of them.
econs - 9/20
physics - 12/35
Usually i'll be like "HAHA sucks to be you Lillian, boo fucking hoo. try harder"
but what the hell is that going to achieve??!?! im just verbally abusing myself, that ain't going to get my marks higher!!! oh and in my chem test i got 52% so it was JUST pass.
Yes, i know i'm to blame because i don't study. BUT I CANT STUDY!! its like theres this little person inside my brain going "Lillian you suck, theres no point in studying cause your a stupid fucker, just slackk :)" SO I SLACK! For example during the weekend i could have studied and did homework, but you know what i did instead; WATCHED FOOTY. yes i know footy wasnt on the WHOLE weekend but still all i did was watch tv and eat and sleep.
But seriously, i can't study for shit. Even for exams and stuff i dont study - i cram, which works but i can't help but wonder if i actually STUDIED regularly would i get higher marks?! I have tied to study. Sometimes i actually succeed but most times i don't. Everytime i study i go to my room and just sit there and try to study, but i get distracted to easily! And then i get all paranoid cause its all quiet and i hate it so i turn on music, THEN I START SINGING TO THE MUSIC. Thus making me distracted once again!!
HOW THE FUCK AM I MEANT TO STUDY IF I CAN'T STUDY IN QUIET OR LOUDNESS!?!
help me?
oh yes on a lighter note;
JEN IS COMING BACK TO THORNLIE TOMORROW.
MORE ABT IT LATER, I MUST GO NOW
BYE.
X
well not worse but i've been just ARGH!!!
examples well;
just then dad recharged his credit and with optus you can win prizes, so he told me to go on the net and claim his prize. so i did everything and then when it said claim 30 free texts i was like okay, AND I FUCKING CLOSED IT! so i didnt claim it!!! meaning we probably didnt get the free texts UGH. Yes, thats probably nothing much but still!!!
anddd i got today i just had the shittiest day at school.
i got my results back from two tests(econs and physics)
and i failed, both of them.
econs - 9/20
physics - 12/35
Usually i'll be like "HAHA sucks to be you Lillian, boo fucking hoo. try harder"
but what the hell is that going to achieve??!?! im just verbally abusing myself, that ain't going to get my marks higher!!! oh and in my chem test i got 52% so it was JUST pass.
Yes, i know i'm to blame because i don't study. BUT I CANT STUDY!! its like theres this little person inside my brain going "Lillian you suck, theres no point in studying cause your a stupid fucker, just slackk :)" SO I SLACK! For example during the weekend i could have studied and did homework, but you know what i did instead; WATCHED FOOTY. yes i know footy wasnt on the WHOLE weekend but still all i did was watch tv and eat and sleep.
But seriously, i can't study for shit. Even for exams and stuff i dont study - i cram, which works but i can't help but wonder if i actually STUDIED regularly would i get higher marks?! I have tied to study. Sometimes i actually succeed but most times i don't. Everytime i study i go to my room and just sit there and try to study, but i get distracted to easily! And then i get all paranoid cause its all quiet and i hate it so i turn on music, THEN I START SINGING TO THE MUSIC. Thus making me distracted once again!!
HOW THE FUCK AM I MEANT TO STUDY IF I CAN'T STUDY IN QUIET OR LOUDNESS!?!
help me?
oh yes on a lighter note;
JEN IS COMING BACK TO THORNLIE TOMORROW.
MORE ABT IT LATER, I MUST GO NOW
BYE.
X
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
surprise.
Mission Accomplished :)
good send off for jen! she didn't suspect a thing! But it wasn't all smooth sailing...
First jen called to say that she MISSED HER BUS! ughh.
So we were waiting at box 3 like losers...haha nahh we were drinking(non alcoholic drinks of course!)
Then we saw her walking to hoyts and we were all chatting in box 3, and rach was like UGH! jen! DUCK! so we did haha, then kavii and i went up stairs to go get her. And then kavi was like "umm i want to go get smoothie from box 3." then we walked there and jen was like "hey look..."
and then we all said "surprise" :) and she was surprised :D
i cannot be bothered writing anything; so i will leave you with pictures.
jen and kane
mel, rach and jen
jen and present and kane
jen pulling her present out
group photo :) thanks to box 3 waitress lady!
ugh, calculating the bill so annoying cause they didnt have separate billing!
no more food!
kavii trying to kill me
dan, kavi, me and jen
kavi, me and jen
rach, dan, kane, jen and kavi
mel and me
rach, dan, kane, jen and kavi
me
me
kane,dan, mel,jen and kavi
good send off for jen! she didn't suspect a thing! But it wasn't all smooth sailing...
First jen called to say that she MISSED HER BUS! ughh.
So we were waiting at box 3 like losers...haha nahh we were drinking(non alcoholic drinks of course!)
Then we saw her walking to hoyts and we were all chatting in box 3, and rach was like UGH! jen! DUCK! so we did haha, then kavii and i went up stairs to go get her. And then kavi was like "umm i want to go get smoothie from box 3." then we walked there and jen was like "hey look..."
and then we all said "surprise" :) and she was surprised :D
i cannot be bothered writing anything; so i will leave you with pictures.
jen and kane
mel, rach and jen
jen and present and kane
jen pulling her present out
group photo :) thanks to box 3 waitress lady!
ugh, calculating the bill so annoying cause they didnt have separate billing!
no more food!
kavii trying to kill me
dan, kavi, me and jen
kavi, me and jen
rach, dan, kane, jen and kavi
mel and me
rach, dan, kane, jen and kavi
me
me
kane,dan, mel,jen and kavi
hahaha look at rachel :P shes going to attack kane!
yes so that's all :)
i miss jen :(
i wrote a letter for her and told her to read it when she got home, and she read it on the train and cried. see thats what you get for not listening to me! crying in a public place tsk. haha.
x
yes so that's all :)
i miss jen :(
i wrote a letter for her and told her to read it when she got home, and she read it on the train and cried. see thats what you get for not listening to me! crying in a public place tsk. haha.
x
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