Friday, September 19, 2008

I'M NOT DEAD!

Ahoy there! Never fear Lillian is here!!

Yes, i know i haven't been blogging for quite some time, but this post should be superly duperly long (:


I GOT A HAIRCUT ! After many many months of growing it and not triming it, the split ends decideded to pop up! So Snipity Snip! And now i hate it :(








































































NAHHHHH, just kidding (: Hrm, i wonder if i would ever have the guts to cut my hair like that...
It actually looks like this...



IT LOOKS WORSE IN REAL LIFE OKAY! haha. I hatee it, but its easy to curl :P I guess i will be curling my hair more often now!
Anyways now onto a real pickle.
It will probably THE HARDEST decision i will have to make in my life thus far.


Let me explain my little pickle...

My subjects for year 12 clash! (oh no!) Currenly i have 5 subs that are fine and dandy (3A/3B ENG, Applicable Maths, Physics, Chemistry and Economics). BUT, i need 6 subjects and mum wants me to do 6 TEE subs cause "Andy did 6 TEE subjects lalalalalalablahblahblahblah" So the subject that clashes is Political and Legal.

Now i have 3 options;
1. Choose a subject on the 2nd line (they all suck!)
2. Do P&L by SIDE (SIDE is a program where you do the subject by yourself in the library or something and once a week someone comes in and gives you stuff to do and then you gotta do it by yourself, so basically it is self teaching yourself)
3. Move schools

Currently option #1 is pretty much out of the equation and i am favouring option #3 more, because i am scared i don't have the willpower and self motivation to teach myself! Cause I might talk to other SIDE students who do it the same time as me or not even do any work and just sit there OR wag the class : But option 3 also comes with some cons! Like having to adjust to the new school (learn my way around + get new friends!) and it also has its pros!!! Btw the pros outweigh the cons...Oh, i also don't really like my group of friends right now...so that is also a pro to move.. :P

So i don't know what to do...

Stay at thornlie and potentially fuck up my TEE, thus fucking up my life.
or
Move to CVC potentially get a good TEE mark, and possibly not fit in and have no friends!!!!
But the thing is TEE is more important than friends and stuff right now...And yr 12 is like 3 terms so even if i do have no friends it'll only be one year of social suicide? haha.

Help me! Why does life have to be so hard :(

Onto a lighter topic...Viv and i finally camwhored, been a long time since we have camwhored :P








Yeah, not many pics cause our creative juices weren't flowing :( Anyways must be off homework is calling!!

x

P.S Sorry it wasnt a super dooper long post :P

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