long weekend!

Hello!!

I am in an extremely happy mood again, because it is the 4 day weekend : D Hooray! We get today off (Friday) because it's pupil free day then the weekend and Monday is Foundation Day!! But then i think about all the homework i have...and that makes me sad :(

On the other hand, my tests and assignment results have been alright... For my econs assignment i got 13.5/20 which is a B minus, my P&L test which i did not study for i got 30/45! booyah! haha. And my mate who studied like the whole weekend for it got 26 :D BUT! For my intro calc spot test i got 3/15 :S That's the second time i've ever failed a test, and i've only ever failed tests on intro :( But luckily spot tests aren't worth much...I need a tutor : ( or go to one of those stupid places. Anyone know a good tutor?

Anyways that's it, I told you i have a boring life!
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BOO YAHH.

LILLIAN IS A VERY HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW. I HAVEN'T BEEN THIS HAPPY SINCE THE 22ND OF MARCH! HOW GOOD IT IS TO HEAR THAT SONG AGAIN!!!!! THIS HAS MADE MY WEEK!!!! NOTHING CAN RUIN MY MOOD, NOT EVEN HOMEWORK!!!

but i must do homework now... : P

BUT WE WONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SHOES!

BOO TOO THE YAHHHHH.
LILLIAN GOT HER ASICS. THAT'S RIGHT!!!!! BOOYAHHH.

haha, yes i am quite excited about my shoes :P Many of you don't know the story of my love for these asics shoes, so i shall tell youu...
Once upon a time there was a girl named Lillian she walked into this store called rebel and fell inlove with these Asics shoes. By love i mean trueee soul mate love, none of this lust shit. Lillian then looked at the price tag and nearly fainted. She had never seen such horrid numbers in her life. The numbers 1 2 9 . 99 kept running around in that peanut brain of hers, until she finally acknowledged that she could no afford the all mighty shoes. Lillian came back many times to see the shoes there taunting her.


Till one day (17th May 2008, Saturday) Lillian went with her mother and saw the shoes at the price of $60!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This time she nearly fainted with joy. It just so happened that on that very day she and her mother went shopping for new shoes because her old beloved pumas had a hole in the front and her socks would get wet whenever it rained : ( So when Lillian walked out of Rebel that day she was a very happy girl. As she had just been reunited with the love of her life :)


And that is the end of the story. Isn't it wonderful : P

new layout.

i like the new layout, its very nice and cute :)
i also like how it refers to science...haha yes i am a nerd :(

Right now school is taking the shits outta me! But hopefully this weekend i can catch up and do all my homework. I've got the most homework for physics!! I always have a lot of physics homework : ( You know whats really nerdy...Everytime we get out of physics i always think about what we have learnt and then apply it to real life, kind of : P Cause right now were on the topic "Heating and Cooling" And did you know, that before it starts to rain it will get a bit hotter as condensation is occuring (theres more physics behind it but i don't want to explain cause then it'll bore you) ANNDDD when it stops raining all the objects are wet and evaporation will occur then it'll get colder! Yes i find that intriguing. The day we learnt that it was a rainy day and during recess the rain had stopped and i was saying to my friends how it will be colder because of evaporation : )

Okay, lame story but i have nothing else to blog about! haha, besides that is pretty interesting! Theres much more interesting facts but i shan't bore you any more :) Instead i will concentrate on watching the footy.

So goodbye for now.
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seinfield.

mels belated birthday.

Well, today we had mel's birthday celebration, very very belated but as they say, better late than never! We also had to go buy her present ... yes we are very very unorganised! I rekon we got her a pretty good present! What was it you ask..well : P
- eagles winter slippers(the ones you wear inside the house)
- 2 packets of AFL cards
- one eagles squishy stress ball
- 2 headbands
- anddd succulent hard willies! haha :P
yes that was the kinky thing we go her ; ) the succulent hard willies are lollies btw! they are nice lollies haha. After we brought her present we met her at hans cafe and had lunch. The food wasn't too bad, if you prefer asian food like noodles and stuff go there, but if you prefer more western food like steaks and stuff go to box 3. But overall both are pretty worth it because you get quite big servings.

Then after lunch we went shopping for a bit, i brought my mum this makeup stuff and 2 cook books, for mothers day. And yeah, that was about it :) then we bussed it home at 2.38 and now here i am blogging about it! I have go to a family party soon, and vivien isnt going cause shes working, boo-urns. Oh well more food for me ; ) haha! But the Hall of Fame match will be on so that should could me occupied : D

Im off now,
sorry for not having pictures, we didnt take any :P
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hey.

well hello!
sorry, i never update. i'm just a very very lazy slob with no time to do anything now because of my homework load!!! I also haven't blogged much cause i lead an extremely BORING life, which will bore the fuck out of you all and probably cause you to smash your head on your keyboards!

And yet again, i have no idea what i am going to blog about...
Be warned this post will probably turn very emo! haha.

Anyways right now my life isn't too crash hot.
EMO VERSION: boo hoo i shall die already //wrists

haha im so mean...
But seriously, why is my life shithouse atm well...
1. NO FUCKING SOCIAL LIFE - like i had one before haha!
2. Homework overload!
3. Eagles are doing quite horribly this season...2nd last on the ladder 1win 6 losses : (
4. this is going to sound hell emo and lameee, but i feel as if i don't have any more close friends?

Firstly, Mel and i were never that close anyways. But we are "best friends" Rach and I mess around a lot but i can't tell her about personal shit...Ash and i we mess around too but i can't talk to her abt personal shit either. And Viv and i well we never see each other or talk much so i guess you could say we are drifting apart( haha how emo! reminds me of drift wood...) i like to call it candy relationship ; ) haha many of youse won't know what that means and thats how it shall stay! Anddd Jen and i, well...she moved out of our group cause our group is now split into two and she said everytime she tries to talk to us we never include her into our convo...and everytime she talks to the other group they always bitch abt us...(haha! nice to know there thinking about us :D ) So now were not very close? she still tells me stuff but i duno...i dont tell her my stuff cause shes changed...and now she also drinks/gets wasted weekly? i duno, i dont ask abt that shit...

Anyways being the person that i am, i will say "BOO FUCKING HOO LILLIAN :) go slit your wrists" haha. Then again i prefer not to slit my wrists cause i dont like causing harm to myself! Oh and on saturday i might be going to lunch at caro..Box 3 or Hans we haven't decided yet...but i duno if were going. If we do go to caro i will be able to buy mum a mothers day gift, seeing as im such a good daughter though i do dislike her at times i'll still buy a present cause i didnt get her a birthday prezzie haha! oppss.

I shall end this post with probably one of the best pictures EVER taken :)
:) it looks like Kennedy (after kicking is goal) is saying
"HAHAHA SUCKKK ON THAT MUDD"
FYI, mudd = judd

BYE.
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UGH!

sorry for the never posting,
too busy.
with school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

footy's on tonight.
WEST COAST V carlTANK (carlton)
but its more like
WEST COAST V judd...

and fucking channel 7 is showing it at 7.30 when the bouncedown is at 6.40! BECAUSE PEOPLE WILL BE HOME FROM WORK, WHOOPEDEEDOODAFUCKINGDAY. OKAY! SELL OUT = MUST SHOW LIVE, RETURN OF THE TRAITOR = MUST SHOW LIVE! FFS CHANNEL 7 I HATE YOU.

rant over.
im off bye.

mother.

no this is not a post about how wonderful my mother is.
more like how shes such a gay mofo of a mother :)

let me tell you why...
well i asked her if i could go to the footy on sunday, seeing as it is the school holidays and it's in the arvo. And she said no, what to know her reasons;
1. If i go to footy now i will always want to keep on going
My Response;
no fucking shit i want to keep going, BECAUSE I WANT TOO SUPPORT MY TEAM EVERY 2WEEKS (cause they have a home game every 2weeks) and thats the fucking point of going to footy, to keep going and support your team and get some good entertainment!!

2. Andy never want to footy when he was in yr 11
My Response;
FFS, if hes not going to footy now and he didnt go in yr 11, maybe that should indicate to you that HE DOESN'T FOLLOW FOOTY!

3. If you go to footy now you wont concentrate on yr 11
My Response;
WTF, its the SCHOOL HOLIDAYS and how will me going to footy affect yr 11!

4. You don't take yr 11 seriously
My Response;
Nothing to do with the TOPIC. But seriously, she doesn't think i take yr 11 seriously!! I'M NOT STUPID, OF COURSE I TAKE YR 11 SERIOUSLY. IT DOESN'T HELP THAT YOU KEEP REMINDING ME THAT I'M STUPID AND NEVER DO MY HW. WHEN YOUR NEVER HOME TO SEE THAT I DO MY HOMEWORK.

keeping in mind people, that i did not say fucking at her haha or swear i just yelled a lot : )


She pisses the shit out of me right now. And she's always like 16 year olds are always like this lala, maybe i wouldn't be like this if you TRUSTED me or ACKNOWLEDGED that i am GROWING UP and STOP MAKING STUPID DECISIONS WITH NO SIGNIFICANT EXCUSES. If she let me go to the footy game, i wouldn't have acted like a bitch to her.
And it is the school holidays and i haven't been out (until she said i couldn't go, then i told viv to go out cause i couldn't stand another minute in this hell hole thats my home, but more on that later) and its also in the arvo. Last time i went to the nab cup derby and it was at night and i didn't home till like 11.30 pm, and i had school the next day. But you know what i actually said to myself, rach and kavi that i won't go to any more night matches because mum would be mad that i come home so late, also cause its dangerous taking the train at night. Of course i didn't tell that to my mum, but she doesn't trust me or know me enough to think that i would make GOOD decisions that affect HER and SCHOOL. Instead she doesn't let me to go a AFTERNOON football game during the SCHOOL HOLIDAYS.

And she wonders why i get pissed off at her well maybe she should THINK OUTSIDE OF THE FUCKING BOX AND TRUST ME TO MAKE GOOD DECISIONS.

Anyway, rant over.
On a much lighter note, Viv and i went to caro yesterday, twas very last minute seeing as i needed/wanted to get out of the hell hole. That was the first time i've been to caro since i quit work? My there were many new stores!
My purchases included;
1. Bandaids haha! Because my new shoes gave me horrible blisters, and Viv wouldn't let me buy The Wiggles ones : ( so i had to buy normal brown ones POO.
2. A pink top from cotton on, it was only $5!
3. A greyish singlet top from cotton on, which was also $5!
4. Large chips from maccas

Vivs Purchases;
1. Natio stuff for her mums present, we got a good bargain man, cause we got this free gift thingy worth $40+ when you spend over $35 (Y) we're such good shoppers
2. A dress from cotton on for $15 ;) haha our little secret
4. Chocolate sundae from maccas.

All in all it was a good shopping trip, cept for the pain in our feet from our dodgy shoes. Hopefully i can go out more so i can get out of this hell hole : ) btw this was hell yesterday! haha.

Today i went printer hunting and put one on layby at retravision in maddo (Y)

I'm off now.
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mute.

lately i've been really sad? well not sad, just not very social.
oh my gosh i sound like a bloody sad case.
Is it that time of month again? i don't know :P
But seriously, for example;
1. I'm getting really ticked off at my friends when they do stupid things. They use to do it but i never cared but now i do...
2. I barely talk in some classes, isit cause im paying attention? But in Chem i barely talk.

seriously man wtf is wrong with me : (
i don't even feel like going out on the holidays.

anyways i will stop being a fucking sad case : )
i'm going to a wedding tomorrow, got nothing to wear! ANDD
TOMORROW EAGLES V SWANS AND AND AND!!
SCOTT, MATT R AND MATT S ARE PLAYING!!! MY TRIANGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOOYAHHH. but i might not get to watch it seeing as i might go to the wedding dinner : ( BUT MY TRIANGLE!! AWW THEY MAKE ME SO PROUD.
it's going to be a good game, eagles and swans games are always close, but this time our team is very young!!! so who knows what will happen!
even if im going to the wedding dinner i'll listen to the game!! because i'll bring a walkman haha oldd school : P only cause my stupid mp3 doesnt have AM! and i'll also get rach to tape the game for me so i can watch it later hahaha!!

i'm off for now :)
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argh.

right now i have worse streak of bad luck.
well not worse but i've been just ARGH!!!
examples well;
just then dad recharged his credit and with optus you can win prizes, so he told me to go on the net and claim his prize. so i did everything and then when it said claim 30 free texts i was like okay, AND I FUCKING CLOSED IT! so i didnt claim it!!! meaning we probably didnt get the free texts UGH. Yes, thats probably nothing much but still!!!

anddd i got today i just had the shittiest day at school.
i got my results back from two tests(econs and physics)
and i failed, both of them.
econs - 9/20
physics - 12/35
Usually i'll be like "HAHA sucks to be you Lillian, boo fucking hoo. try harder"
but what the hell is that going to achieve??!?! im just verbally abusing myself, that ain't going to get my marks higher!!! oh and in my chem test i got 52% so it was JUST pass.

Yes, i know i'm to blame because i don't study. BUT I CANT STUDY!! its like theres this little person inside my brain going "Lillian you suck, theres no point in studying cause your a stupid fucker, just slackk :)" SO I SLACK! For example during the weekend i could have studied and did homework, but you know what i did instead; WATCHED FOOTY. yes i know footy wasnt on the WHOLE weekend but still all i did was watch tv and eat and sleep.

But seriously, i can't study for shit. Even for exams and stuff i dont study - i cram, which works but i can't help but wonder if i actually STUDIED regularly would i get higher marks?! I have tied to study. Sometimes i actually succeed but most times i don't. Everytime i study i go to my room and just sit there and try to study, but i get distracted to easily! And then i get all paranoid cause its all quiet and i hate it so i turn on music, THEN I START SINGING TO THE MUSIC. Thus making me distracted once again!!
HOW THE FUCK AM I MEANT TO STUDY IF I CAN'T STUDY IN QUIET OR LOUDNESS!?!

help me?

oh yes on a lighter note;
JEN IS COMING BACK TO THORNLIE TOMORROW.
MORE ABT IT LATER, I MUST GO NOW
BYE.
X

surprise.

Mission Accomplished :)
good send off for jen! she didn't suspect a thing! But it wasn't all smooth sailing...
First jen called to say that she MISSED HER BUS! ughh.
So we were waiting at box 3 like losers...haha nahh we were drinking(non alcoholic drinks of course!)
Then we saw her walking to hoyts and we were all chatting in box 3, and rach was like UGH! jen! DUCK! so we did haha, then kavii and i went up stairs to go get her. And then kavi was like "umm i want to go get smoothie from box 3." then we walked there and jen was like "hey look..."
and then we all said "surprise" :) and she was surprised :D
i cannot be bothered writing anything; so i will leave you with pictures.

jen and kane

mel, rach and jen

jen and present and kane

jen pulling her present out

group photo :) thanks to box 3 waitress lady!

ugh, calculating the bill so annoying cause they didnt have separate billing!

no more food!

kavii trying to kill me

dan, kavi, me and jen

kavi, me and jen

rach, dan, kane, jen and kavi
mel and me

rach, dan, kane, jen and kavi
me

me
kane,dan, mel,jen and kavi

hahaha look at rachel :P shes going to attack kane!


yes so that's all :)
i miss jen :(
i wrote a letter for her and told her to read it when she got home, and she read it on the train and cried. see thats what you get for not listening to me! crying in a public place tsk. haha.

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jen leaving.

well my very good friend jen is leaving to rockingham high.

I'm sure it'll be more convenient for her since she lives in rockingham and has to travel on trains and buses to get to thornlie which takes ages. She always falls asleep in class, so as much as i don't want her to leave, it'll be for the best :)

So tomorrow we will be going to Box 3 for a surprise goodbye lunch. She thinks that shes only going to caro to watch a movie with me and kavi :P So i will lure her to Box 3 by saying "I want to get a smoothie from Box 3 they are so good : )" haha! Hopefully its not suss : ) I really hope she likes it, and is surprised.

We(Rachel and I) also made her a present, full of handmade goodness. haha! Other people also chipped in, i didn't want it too be very superficial and store brought so we only got $5 from them. So with $5 from me, rach, mel, ash, kavi and $10 from dan (such a generous boy!) we had $35! Then we brought a canvas, printed off pictures and brought arty crafty stuff and made a collage. haha no idea what its called but its very nice :) full of pictures and memories :)isn't it lovely? took as a while to do it. I like it :) Now i have to lug it onto the bus tomorrow haha! hopefully i don't look too weird with it!!

While we were making the present footy was on, eagles lost got a good spanking. Let's never speak of it again! haha. Hopefully nxt week at the derby they will be able to win :)

It's earth hour right now, and yes i know i'm very bad for having my computer on, but i cant help it! i still need to do homework : S But there is no light so i cannot see! Have no fear the lights are turned off, EXCEPT THAT DAD WENT OUTSIDE AND TURNED THE LIGHT ON TSK. I bag people about putting carbon emissions into the air and waste water so much that rach and ash decided to throw me into a cave :) haha! But its a serious problem people! For those who don't think global warming is real, go die!

so thats all for now.
hopefully tomorrow will be a success!
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football.

oh yes,
yesterday i forgot to blog about,
FOOTBALL SEASON STARTED!
i must say that made me the happiest girl on the planet! oh how i missed football! now i can get non stop glorious games till september!! can't get any better than that :)

the first two games;
carlton v richmond
outcome - richmond! it was a close game. judds debut in carlton colours...you know something, it sucks to be carlton. no 1 draft pick last year, BEST player in the country(whom use to play for us mighty eagles) and yet they still lose to the wooden spooners of last year. well judd, SUCKS TO BE YOUU. screw us over and now karma has come to get you :)

moving on...
next game was geelong v port
outcome - geelong of course! it was a rematch of last years grand final where geelong flogged port by A LOT! was an okay game, got boring so i turned it off, but i already knew geelong had won :) as they are my second favorite team, i was barraking for them. i think they'll have a good year this year, like last year. just hope they dont have TOO good year since eagles will be winning haha im so biased.

i just have one more thing to say before i go off, judd is a great player dont get me wrong. but when he was in the draft he had dodgy shoulders (still does probably) so all the other clubs didnt pick him, so we did, being the nice club that we are :) we developed him, we gave him our support, we built most of our game plan around juddy, he had the support of the best ruckman and two of the best midfielders (kerr and cousins). we made him a star. with us he became all australian (many times, can't remember how many), brownlow medalist (highest honour in footy), norm smith medalist, captain and premiership captain & player. and im sure much much more. then in the horrid year of 2007, where we lost benny :( and had such a big hoo haa about all of the eagles being druggies. our captain, yes CAPTAIN, chris judd, decided to leave us to supposedly "go back home because he misses his mummy" now everyone knows thats shithouse. he was in it for the MOOLAH. at carlTANK he gets a trillion dollars a season*slight exaggeration haha. other people say that he is setting himself up for his career after football ( something to do with business) yep i believe that too. i know that you should do whats best for you, a man for himself blah blah blah. but what i can understand he wants money everyone does, whoever said money cant make you happy has mental problems. i can understand that he is closer to his family. but the thing i CANNOT understand AT ALL is the fact that he knew he wanted to leave us when his contract was finished, BEFORE he took the captaincy. thats what ticks me off the most. captains are meant to be loyal, if he knew he could not be loyal he should have never taken the captaincy. some may say that it was thrust upon him because of bennys antics. well let me tell you something, a simple no would have been effective.

now i shall stop dwelling in the past, because we have the BEST captain now. mr darren glass :) a fantastic team, and we will kick ass with or without judd and cousins. so for all you non believers i cannot wait to say SUCKS TO BE YOUU when we win a premiership :)

anyways its just good to finally have football back on :) eagles are playing tomorrow(saturday) can't wait!! oh yes btw happy easter :) still no easter eggs.
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homework.

so much bloody homework.
i was looking forward to the easter break for soo long,
then i get bombarded with homework/assignments/epws :(
damn you teachers, HAVENT I WORKED HARD ENOUGH ALREADY!!
let me run through my mt everest of homework.
1. english assignment - write a letter (i'm half way through it)
2. intro calc epw + exercises (started some of them already) but the epw is really hard :(
3. physics questions + assignment + study for MAJOR test
4. econs - study for test + questions
5. finish off chem bits and pieces

ARGH.
and pretty much all of that stuff is due when i come back.
why! why must you teachers be so cruel to me, im just a poor stupid child.
bloody fucking hell.

on a might nicer note i finally got my new uniform.

i must say it is rather nice. i especially love the jumpers, so big and warm, supposedly there called bomber jackets? very cool :)this is the senior school shirt. white stripe, middle school is a sky blue stripe.
see the my beautiful eagles wall? haha, my eagles door is better :)


the jacket :)

the new uniform makes us look more professional haha. costs a bomb too. jacket was $50 and polo was $28!


off the topic of school now...
on monday im going to a mates house :) i think were just doing nothing haha, i heard were having a BBQ? and other stuff, going to be good to relaxx. but i'll bring my hw there for help haha. we are going to sleep over too then on tuesday we'll go to caro and watch a movie. but the thing is mum is a bitch and wont let me sleepover peoples houses, want to know why?

BECAUSE IM A GIRL

yes i know what the fuckkk? i bet its because she thinks i'll get raped? yeah im sure...seriously WELCOME TO THE 21ST CENTURY!! she wont let me do anything! not even go to the city. seriously WTF. and then she was like WHEN YOU'RE YOUR BROTHERS AGE YOU CANT GO OUT ALL NIGHT LIKE HIM!! BLAH BLAH BLAH and im like pft sif im going to listen to you, you put more restrictions on me when im older i will rebel more :) right now im too stressed out with hw to rebel haha. mothers think they know everything and then when we rebel against them there all like "ai yorrr, what have i done to deserve such a daughter, i've only ever been good to you, feed you, educate you and now all you do is disobey me and you think you know everything!!"
well maybe if you had let me out more i wouldnt have disobeyed you :) yes think outside the square, you are not always right! dumbasses. when i become a mother i will be the best mother everrr, or so i hope haha, not like my mother pft.

oh yes, happy easter :) for tomorrow! yet again mother has not brought me easter bunnies/eggs. maybe if she brought me easter bunnies and eggs i would not disobey her : P

im off now.
must try and do A LOT of homework tomorrow so i can RELAX on my easter break, but it seems the teachers are out on a mission to not let me relax at all!
goodnight.
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