bored.

well not much to say today, went to work. it wasnt that busy thank goodness. only had like 3 customers come up to me. brought a mighty mouse top at jayjays, mum paid i chose it :) but were going back to caro tomorrow cause i only shopped for like 2 secs before i had to go to work.

oh my gosh at work the christmas area was like EMPTY!! the shelves were sooo bare when i got there before work, then when i was in the staff room my manager (chris) came in and told me that all of christmas is going to be STATIONARY!! i was about to faint!!!!!!!! thats like an extra 5 isles back and front. arghhhh. stuff back to school!! damnmit.

i have like nothing to say. so that'll be all for my post today.
my head hurts :(

toodles
x

boxing day.

finally the "christmas period" will be over tomorrow!

mann i havent done anything on the holidays with mates since the first day of the holidays when i went to caro. sad right? i'm going to the hopman cup on the 2nd of january, hooray!!! i want to go on the 30th of dec too, cause its tennis west family day. and theres going to be so much to do, but mum doesnt have time to buy tickets, so im gonna go see if a few mates and i will just rock up to burswood and muck around and not watch the tennis :( but oh well there will be the "autograph island" and the tennis people will be signing autographs :) yayy and little tennis things you can participate in :) so hopefully kavii and leah can go :)

right now its 10.30 pm and im eating a maccas burger! : O how naughty of me : P i dont like how they changed the packaging, cause its in a box now. i like it wrapped up in paper : ( oh well as long as theres a yummy burger inside :)

well it'll soon be new years. and like christmas i'll probably spend it alone because every1 will be working. yeapp, i live a sad life :( no one to spend christmas or new years with. cant get any sadder than that! i bet hobos even had a better christmas and will have a better new years than me cause they go to those salvos shelters and get fed and bathe and have other hobo company. maybe i should become a hobo so im not lonely : P
whats worse than spending chirstmas and new years alone is spending your birthday alone, and thats what rachie did :( shes holidaying in HK atm. and on her birthday her parents didnt get her anything and went to the casino! she said she cried :( i felt soo bad. i wish i was there with her. you know how people are always like family's more important than friends, when you have a dysfunctional asian family like me and rachel do, trust me friends are more important!!!!!!!

anyways i have work tomorrow, finally social contact with people other than family!!! even though i quite dislike work :P i dont mind it now cause i do nothing on the hols so its a reason to hang out with people :)
mum and i are going to go shopping before i work at caro, cause of all the stocktake sales and crap so i'm going to get clothes since she didnt get me a christmas present she owes me :) i plan to get some shorts and tees :)


toodles
x

asdfjkl.

today is christmas, i have done nothing but laze abt all day and watch christmas shows on tv. yay! how fun.

because i've been watching tv all day, i've seen this same tv show promo.
the show is called kid nation.
the kids are left to fend for themselves.
no adults.
in this weeks kid nation promo, theres this;
-four eyed
-semi tubby
-looks abt 10years old kid
and you wanna know what hes doing?





CRYING CAUSE HIS GIRLFRIEND SENT HIM A LETTER.

that little four eyed semi tubby 10 year old fucker has a girlfriend.
fuck man.
that makes me feel like a little shit who doesnt have a life!
mann, i live a sad life.




p.s
viv sorry for not keeping the last two posts G rated.

overrated commercial holidays.

fuck em.
there all overrated.
christmas, easter, valentines day and what ever other holiday there is.

i dont hate them, i dont mind getting the gifts from them. but most of the holidays are overrated and all abt commercialism. seriously, i bet half the people who celebrate christmas dont even go to church or believe on god or jesus. all they do is buy gifts but thats not what christmas is about. yes, i dislike christmas now cause i dont get gifts, yes i am one of those people who are only do the commercial side of christmas. but right now i dont see the point in it. jesus or no jesus. i believe in god, but dont go to church, i find it boring and freaky with all the hymn singing going on. why are we giving gifts to other people on the day that someone died?!?!?! seems a bit heartless. shouldnt we be mourning for him!! i really dont see the point in it right now.

i set up my tree cause i think it looks pretty.
brother said whats the point we get no presents.
so mum goes to kmart and buys chocolate.
wraps them up and puts them under the tree.
i get home from work and im like wtf. dont even
try its lamee, if you wanna get presents get proper
ones.

were not doing anything tomorrow. yay!
then there all going to work and i'll be home alone at 4. yayy!! how fun. SENSE THE SARCASM??
i'd rather be home alone then spend christmas with my dysfunctional family.

overrated commercial holidays,
fuck em.

last sunday shift !

well today will be my last sunday shift for a while!! hoorayy. i had the weirdest customer encounters today...

weird encounter #1;
this man came up to me and asked if we had testtube aliens and he goes,
man: do you have testtube aliens *puts fingers in a peace sign and brings it up behind his head to form some sort of antenna??
me: theres none on the shelf atm cause they've all been sold outt.
man: ahhh damn it
me: i'll check out back for youu.
man: okayy thanks
me: *goes to check out back, comes back*
sorry we dont have any out back either
man: aww what a shame, well thank you so very much for checking.
me: no problem : )
man: merry christmas, its my birthday soon can i have a hug??
me: *thinking WTF^$&#*#%&#&*^@$% PEDO (considering he looked like he was 40)*
*hug*
man: this year is going to be a good year
me: whyy?
man: because it'll be my birthday soon and i got a hug from you.
me: haha yeahh it'll be a great year because you got a hug from me
*RUNNNNNNNNNNN*


yeahhh...



weird encounter #2
this old lady comes up to me and asks abt wiggles toys ...
me: yeapp there over here *shows her to wiggles toys*
lady: oh thank you very muchh *slaps me on the ass*
me: *RUNNING THE FUCK AWAY*


so much physical contact at work...




oh my goshh i had this pimple on my chin, i have two actually and i think i popped it when i was drying myself after showering and it wouldnt stop bleeding and i was tired of holding a tissue there so i stuck a bandaid on it :P i knoww how loserlike.


yeapp, i'm a loser :)
toodles
x

social suicide.

howdyy friends.


soo today, its been 2months and 2days since i've been working at gaymart, i mean kmart. it was my first shift without my buddy ol' pal rachie. oh i sure do miss that deary girl. i miss her like a fat kid at fat camp misses food, or a recovering alcoholic in rehab misses alcohol, or a fat police officer on a diet misses donuts! haha. i think you get my point. and dean isnt working on saturday well i think thats what he said. and he said that i wont see him till january. so there goes my other social buddy :P goodbye social life! good thing is rach is coming back on the 6th of jan at 1am :D haha. saturday will be social suicide for me since i'll have pretty much NO ONE to socialize with :( but i'll live, I WILL SURVIVE!


yesterday i visited the library, my first time in 3years! hahaha. seems i have $4.80 in fines :S haha opps! i'll pay then some day!!!! dont want to rip off the library!! are libraries government funded? do the people who work in libraries get a decent amount of income?? and from where?!?! bet its the tax payers money!! okay thats my rant over. i quite like libraries, they save me from buying books :P hehe.

anyways i best be off now. im going to go read my librbary books!!!

toodles
x

brother bear.

oh how he makes my day :) last night my brother and i were all alone at home since parentals were working. and im usually all by myself at home but brother wasnt working so i had company! haha. so we were watching late night tv, which was really raunchy ads! haha. and we made up a game. we guessed who/what was doing the advertising/what they were advertising. and this ad came up, during the david letterman show (TALK ABT BORING!) and i was completely clueless but i knew i had seen it before. so i was just sitting there puzzled and then i hear my brother say;

TAMPONS!

and im like; "?"



and it was a stayfree pad ad!
so im like "YOUR WRONG ITS A PAD AD."
and i start laughing my head off because
my brother said TAMPON! hahaha.



i thought it was funny okay. sheesh.
my brother is a funny one...althought some people are scared of him! *LOOKING AT VIV!* okay so he is a tad scary sometimes, but when you hear him say tampons or play stupid games with him he's not a bad brother!! i remember this one time i was at vivs place and i called my dad to pick me up, but my brother picked up and hes like "NOOOO BINGOOOO" yes what a loser. i guess it runs in the family :P

when i was first born my mum said that when my brother came to visit me, he went to get mums shoes and put them down near her bed and was like "give the baby to the doctor i dont want her, lets go home."
fat cow didnt want me!! haha.
but then when we got home after sometime he seemed to grow to like me :) and when family friends would visit me they'd be like "ohh i want to take her home with me!!" and my brother would get all defensive and be like "NOOO SHES MY BABY"
when my mum told me that i was like AWW HE CARES ABT ME :) too bad its not like that anymore :P

nawww, this whole post has been on my bro. i dont know what i'd do without that fat lump of lard :) ohh yeahh i'd get my mum to pay for the net :P haha since brother bear pays for the net!!











toodles
x

gay-mart

im so fucking tired :(
work has been shit. gay-mart is getting really
busy, damn you christmas!! rachels last shift is tomorrow.
she thinks miranda (her manager) is going to fire her.
i'm going to miss her. she always makes me laugh and shes
my best friend at gay-mart!!

now im going to have to take my 1hr saturday breaks
all on my lonesome :( and all my other breaks too!!!
well i guess Lillian will have to endure 3 weeks without
my RachiE poo :(
no one will make me laugh every shift.
no one to laugh at babara hutton with :(
no one to laugh at the soap in a box ad with.
no one to take my breaks with.
IM GOING TO MISS YOU RACHIE.
HAVE FUN LUVVY. MISS YOUUU.









toodles
x

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS + things.

FINALLY.
ITS SCHOOL HOLIDAYS, ACTUALLY THERES ONE MORE DAY. BUT
NO ONE WILL GO. SO I SAY ITS SCHOOL HOLIDAYS NOW! WOOO.
GOING OUT TOMORROW. TO CAROUSEL, AND THEN WORK :P GAY
BUT OH WELL. NO MORE SCHOOL. THEN THERES YR 11. KILL ME.

I PASSED MY DRIVERS ED TEST TOO :) 28/30 WOOOOOOOOOO.
NXT YEAR WHEN I TURN 16 I CAN GO GET MY LEANERS PERMIT.
MY DAD WAS LIKE HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO DRIVE
WHEN YOUR SO SHORT, YOU CAN BARELY REACH THE PEDALS
AND CANT SEE OVER THE DASHBOARD!!

GEE DAD THANKS FOR POINTING OUT THE OBVIOUS.




INTENSIVE GROWING PLAN STARTS NOW!
INTENSIVE GROWING PLAN CONSISTS OF:
DRINKING MILK EVERY NIGHT AND MORNING
AND
SLEEPING JUST A TAD EARLIER :)

WISH ME LUCK.
I HOPE I GROW!

waxing attempts.

the first two ever attempts of waxing = BIG FAILURE.
i duno if its cause the hairs a too short, but i think there fucking long. my legs are as hairy as big
foot!!! viv if you read this post. EMAIL ME ABT WAXING HAHA.
let me explain to you how it was a failure..
1. the wax stuck to my fucking leg - isit cause i didnt warm it up enough??
2. it didnt pull out all the fucking hairs - are they not long enough?!?! pretty sure they are.
3. i think i got an reaction to it? cause my leg that i tried it on got red dots on it after??

yes you see i have been "growing" my leg hairs so i can wax but now i think i should resort back
to shaving. its so much easier. but waxing lasts longer!! but i cant even wax. grrrrrr. maybe i'll
wait untill viv comes home and do it on our detox day.

and to make matters worse, because ive been shaving for so long the hairs grow back fast and
darker and more coarse. some people go no it doesnt lalala. TRUST ME IT DOES. ive
experienced it. VIV COME HOME WE NEED TO DETOX.

but for now.
Lillian will be sticking
to shaving...until viv
comes home. then i'll
grow them out again
so my leg will look like
big foot.

ahh they joys of being in the female species...



















SENSE THE FUCKING SARCASM?!?!?!


















toodles
x

goodbye viv.

viv left today :( i'll miss you btich. see you when you get back :) it'll be detox and aust day !!!

anyways...
its nearly the school hols!
woo. i'm not going to go
to school on the last day :)
i want to go swimming!!
but i dont know where....

mels leaving on friday night..
im going to miss her too :)

ohh yesterday we had our drivers
ed test, i duno if ive passed...i
hope i did :) cause then i wont
have to waste money paying
for the leaners test. or something.
anyways i should find out on
friday...i have sport tomorrow :)
hoorayy, love sport!!!

ohhh right now,
im sooo in love with
happy ending by mika.
and tears in heaven
by eric clapton, is soo
sad because its abt his son
who fell off a balcony and
died :(

"This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together."
-happy ending, mika.


toodles
x

leave me alone.

fucking hell. well i have this friend, lets call him "X" well "X" is a fucking pain in the fucking ass.
he's so clingy and annoying. he decided to come sit at my group for ever. and no one fucking
invited him. and i dont like talking to him cause hes so annoying and when i dont talk to him
he always goes "ARE YOU PISSED OFF AT ME? WHY ARE YOU PISSED OFF AT ME? TELL
ME WHY!" i just want to say "MY WHOLE FUCKING WORLD DOESNT REVOLVE AROUND
YOU, SO FUCKK OFF." but being the nice person that i am i resist temptation : ) anyway
enough abt "X" im wasting my fucking energy just typing abt him. lets just say i hate him.

well, vivs off tomorrow. IM GOING TO MISS THAT FAT BITCH. jks :) i will miss her very
much. she is like family to me. like my long lost sister :) we have soo many good times together.
its hard to believe that im older than her :P cause every1 thinks that shes older than me. well
despite our age difference and appearance we are very psychologically similar :) cept shes more
pansy than me! jks. we have the same sense of humor and abusive/rude personalities :P
anyways viv if you read this i hope we have many more memories to come when you get back :)


toodles
x

2nd dec 07

well today i went to viviens place :) because shes leaving on wednesday for her holiday!! i'm
going to miss her so much :( but the best thing will be the 'IM HOME FROM MY HOLIDAY'
present hehe. it best be a big one!! im going to miss her so much. cause i wont have mel either
so both of my best friends are like GONE. but i still have jen, cept she rarely goes out :(

tomorrow we have school again :( i think theres no point in going. even the teachers are slacking
off! take my maths teacher for example. hes always like YOU CANT OUTSMART
MATHEMATICS YOU HAVE TO STUDY EVERYDAY LALALA. but now hes like yeah just do
your work... and we dont, and all we do is talk and he doesnt care!! usually he'd be like NO
TALK DO YOUR WORK. we should have left after exams but NOOOO stupid school. even
private schools have finished.
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY WE HAVE TO GO. ALL THE REPORTS ARE DONE TOO. GRR.
yes now you can sense my hate for school :)
anyways i should go now.

TOODLES.