OH MY GOSH.

WOO, did my 7K trek today (Y) good fun. mel and i raced rach and ash, and we won haha. did it in about 1hr and 5minsish. next year i'm aiming for less than 1hr (Y) AND next year i'm going to register with burswood (cause mum works for them..)cause they have nicer shirts/hats haha! and they got to eat on TABLES while we had to eat off our laps :( They had "Part of the B-Team and proud of it" ont he back of their shirts, so cute. My freaking shoes gave me a hugee blister on my left ankle, it hasn't popped yet but watery goo has oozed out :S Then again my asics weren't really built for walking 7k's :P oh well! I want to trek again (Y) burn those calories!!

ANOTHER QUIZ. cause i'm bored (:


Made out for more than 3 minutes?
...

Slept in a different bed?
yeah.

Made out in a movie theatre?
no.

Made out with 2 different people in one night?
no.

Thought your cousin was hot?
EW NO. INCEST!

Been in love?
no.

Taken a shower with the opposite sex?
yes, my freaking brother when i was a baby!

Gone over the speed limit?
yeah.

Painted your room?
yeah.

Drove a car?
yeah.

Danced in front of your mirror?
yah :P

Gotten a hickey?
no.

Been dumped?
nope.

Stole money from a friend?
no.

Gotten in a car with people you just met?
no?

Been in a fist fight?
yes

Snuck out of your house?
nahh.

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
yes.

Been arrested?
no.

Made out with a stranger?
no.

Left your house with out telling your parents?
yes.

Had a crush on your neighbor?
no.

Ditched school to do something more fun?
maybe ;)

Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex?
yes.

Seen someone die?
no..

Been on a plane?
yeahh.

Kissed a picture?
nah.

Slept in the opposite sex's bed?
my brother's!

Love someone or miss someone right now?
no.

Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
yeah, miss those days (Y)

Made a snow angel?
i wish :(

Played dress up?
yeah.

Cheated while playing a game?
during monopoly i steal money from the bank (Y) haha.

Been lonely?
yeah.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
yes.

Been to a club?
nah.

Felt an earthquake?
nah.

Touched a snake?
yep.

Ran a red light?
noooo.

Been suspended from school?
no.

Had a detention?
yeah.

Been in a car?
yeahh.

Hated the way you look?
all the freaking time.

Witnessed a crime?
yes.

Been lost?
yes.

Been to the opposite side of the country?
NO :(

Felt like dying from embarrassment?
yeah :P

Cried yourself to sleep?
yes.

Sang karaoke?
yes.

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
all the time.

Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
no...

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
i wish :(

Kissed in the rain?
no.

Sung in the shower?
NO!

Had a dream that you married someone?
no.

Played getting married?
no.

Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
no, but i once got it stuck to a spoon :P

Ever gone to school partially nude?
no.

Been a blind date?
nope.

Sat on a roof top?
nahh, soon though ;)

Didn't take a shower for a week?
EW NO.

Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?
YES.

Played chicken?
nah, too chicken to play chicken :P

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
no.

Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
yes. complete tool.

Broken a bone?
no.

Been easily amused?
haha yes.

Laugh so hard you cry?
yes!

Cheated on a test?
heck yes.

Forgotten someone's name?
yeah.

Blacked out from drinking?
nah.

Played a prank on someone?
yeah :P

Gone to a late night movie?
yeah.

Made love to anything not human?
haha like that man who made love to a bench or something haha!

Failed a class?
nah, failed tests though...

Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
nah.

Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
no...

Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?
no.

Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
no.


Felt like someone else?
no..

Thought about running away?
yes.

Ran away?
no.

Had detention and not attend it?
no i'm a good girl (:

Made parents cry?
maybe? never seen em cry before.

Cried over someone?
yes.

Owned more than 5 sharpies?
nah.

Dated someone more than once?
no.

Have a dog?
no :(

Own an instrument?
yes. hello flutey tutey!

Been in a band?
yeah :P

Drank 25 sodas in a day?
no.

Broken a cd?
yeah.

Shot a gun?
toy ones? haha

Been on myspace for more than 5 hours?
no.

Fell asleep at the computer?
no.

Have a major crush on someone rite NOW!
nupp.

Have a religion?
nah mate.

Thought about what people would say at your funeral?
noo.

--------------

First thing you wash in the shower?
myself?

What color is your favorite hoodie?
pink.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
...

Do you plan outfits?
yesss.


How are you feeling RIGHT now?
eh.

Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
pocket knife.

Do you say aim or a-i-m?
wtf is aim?

Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
dont remember it.


Did you meet anybody new today?
nah.

What are you craving right now?
nothing?

Do you chew gum?
yeah.


What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
ew.

When was the last time you talked on aim?
huh?

Are you emotional?
sometimes.

Would you dance to the taco song?
wtf is the taco song?!

Have you ever counted to 1,000?
probably.

Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
a little from column a, a little from column b

Do you like your hair?
no.

Do you like yourself?
nah.

Have you ever met a celebrity?
urhm no?

Do you like cottage cheese?
no.

What are you listening to right now?
miley cyrus haha.

How many countries have you visited?
3?

Are your parents strict?
yeah.

Would you go sky diving?
maybe.

Would you go out to eat with George W Bush?
yes yes i would

Would you throw potatoes at him?
why not :P

Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
yes.

Have you ever been in a castle?
yes.

Do you rent movies often?
nah.

Who sits next to you in your math class?
Mel.

Have you made a prank phone call?
yes.

Do you own a gun?
no.

Can you count backwards from 74?
yeah.

Who are you going to be with tonight?
no onee.

Brown or white eggs?
how do you get brown eggs :|

Do you own something from Hot Topic?
no.

Ever been on a train?
yea.

Ever been in love?
neg.

Do you have a cell-phone?
yes.

Are you too forgiving?
maybe?


Do you use chap stick?
i need a new one!

What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
pft gawd knows.

Can you use chop sticks?
yeah.

Ever have cream puffs?
yeah.

Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
no.

What was the last question you asked?
urhm i dont know..

What was the last CD you bought?
haha no idea.


Boys or girls?
ya mum ;)

What is your bus number for school?
i get driven to school (Y)

Is your hair curly?
no.


Last time you cried?
i got teary yesterday, after reading an article :|

Ever walked into a wall?
yes.

Do looks matter?
yes! for those of you who say no, whateverrr!

Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
no.

Have you ever slapped someone?
yes.

Favorite time of the year?
WINTER.

Are you sarcastic?
haha my mates cant tell the difference between my sarcastic voice and normal voice...

Do you have any tattoos?
nah.

The last person you held hands with?
pft no idea.

Do you sleep with the TV on?
no.

Where was your default picture taken at?
eh.

Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
prob.

Do you like your life right now?
eh.


How often do you talk on the phone?
when necessary.

What is your favorite animal?
no idea.

What was the most recent thing you bought?
movie ticket + presents.

Do you have good vision?
yeah.

Can you hula hoop?
yeahh (Y)

Could you ever forgive a cheater?
nup.


Do you have a job?
no :(

Can you handle the truth?
haha, yeah. BRING IT.


What are you wearing?
paul frank shirt + tracky dacks.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
yepp.

feeling bored.

just got back from dans party, good fun (Y)
watched my best friends girl today, twas quite good also.
shall blog about that later,
reading viv's blog makes me want to do a quiz! damn her and her quizes!


When was the last time someo​ne bough​t you get well soon stuff​?​​
urhm, never!

Have you ever donat​ed blood​?​​
no.

Are any of your mom'​​s sibli​ngs marri​ed?​​
yes yes they are.

Do you eat break​fast daily​?​​
no.

Have you ever been to Sea World​?​​
no.

Who was the last perso​n to cook dinne​r?​​
i had nandos tonight (Y)

What time will you be getti​ng up tomor​row morni​ng?​​
prob 12 - 1 pm

Did 11:11 alrea​dy pass?​​
yes, yes it did.

What'​​s on your agend​a for tomor​row?​​
homework :|

Any weeke​nd plans​?​​
homework and a 7k walk for diabetes (I'M DOING IT FOR YOU VIV! :P)

Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​​
maybe..

Who was the last frien​d you were chill​in'​​ with?​​
urhmm mel, rach, kane, seth and dan? we were playing wii at dans party (Y)

Miss someo​ne?​​
not really..

Song playi​ng?​​
none.

Do you have any pierc​ings?​​
yes yes i do.

What were you doing​ at midni​ght last night​?​​
being a cyber geek

What was the last thing​ that made you laugh​?​​
urhm, prob something while playing on the wii.

What'​​s your favor​ite seaso​n?​​
winter :D

Calle​d anyon​e a bitch​ today​?​​
maybe mel :P

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​
nothing?

Have you ever seen someb​ody get shot?​​
on tv :P

What is the last movie​ that you watch​ed?​​
my best friends girl (Y)

What is the last non-​​alcoh​olic bever​age you had?
vanilla cokee

Are you scare​d of spide​rs?​​
yes.

Are you liste​ning to music​ right​ now?
negative.

Where​ was your defau​lt pic taken​?​​
eh?

How late did you stay up last night​ and why?
12.30ish, because it's the holidays :D

Have you met anybo​dy new latel​y?​​
urhm yes..

Was last New Years​ enjoy​able?​​
i stayed at home by myself while everyone else worked, WOO HOO!

The highl​ight of your week?​​
dans party?

Who were the last peopl​e you ate with?​​
people at dans party (:

Are you mad at anybo​dy right​ now?
kinda.

What xrays​ have you gotte​n,​​ and what'​​s the most recen​t one taken​?​​
teetharooney + elbow haha.

If alcoh​ol were banne​d,​​ what would​ your react​ion be?
urhm, oh no?

Where​ do you wish you were right​ now?
in europe :P

Do you think​ you have made a diffe​rence​ in anyon​e'​​s life?​​
probably not.

Do you remem​ber the name of your first​ schoo​l you ever went to?
urhmm, yale p.s?

Do you like to spend​ time with peopl​e?​​
yes yes i do.

Are you hungr​y ?
no not really/

Done anyth​ing you regre​t so far in life?​​
yep.

Were you sad at all this week?​​
a bit?

Have you ever been a gymna​st or a cheer​leade​r?​​
negative!



ANOTHER ONE :O
Hello​,​ my name is:
Lillian (:

Who holds​ your heart​ at the momen​t?​
i do!

Are your paren​ts over the age of 40?
yeapp.

Do you have sibli​ngs over the age of 21?
nupp.

What is your favor​ite kind of weath​er?​
WINTER WEATHER :D

What is your favor​ite color​ shirt​ to wear?
urhm grey?

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next 5 days?​
7k trek (Y)

Would​ you chang​e yours​elf?​
of course!
get rid of the fat ass, thunder thighs, bigger boobs!

Have you ever chang​ed your cloth​es while​ in a vehic​le?​
urhm no.

What shoes​ did you wear today​?​
ballet flats.

Where are you?
games room.

Do you like hugs?
yes (:

Are you a loud perso​n?​
sometimes.

Are you ready​ to get out of this town?​
yes!!!

Are you weari​ng any jewel​ry?​
earings + west coast eagles wristband

Have you ever been on the telev​ision​?​
no.

Do you live near your best frien​d?​
no.

Are you scare​d of bugs?​
yes yes i am.

Do you read?​
yes yes i do.

Are you weari​ng under​wear right​ now?
of course!

Last time you ate cerea​l?​
urhm couple of days ago.

Where​ would​ you like to live?​
melbourne or france (:

Have you ever moved​?​
yes, i've moved house :P

Have you ever been to a surpr​ise birth​day party?
yes yes i have.

Who was your last kiss?
ya mum ;)

What do you hear?
the light buzz the comp makes.

Are you single?​
yeparooney :D

Are you happy about that?​
hell yes!

Are you bored​?​
yepppp.

Are you sad?
a bit.

Are you Italian?​
dudee i wish.

Are you pregnant?​
wouldn't you like to know ;)

Are you still in school?​
yes :(

Are you a tool?​
no, but everyone else is haha.

Are you Irish?​
no.

Are your parents still married?​
yeah...

Do you like someone?
nah.

TEN FACTS​

1: Intials:​
LLSP

2: Nickn​ames:​
phil, tardy, sping, lilz, lilly etc.

3: Birth place:​
Perth, i'm a sandgroper (:

4: Hair:​
dark brown/black

5: Hair style​:​
urhm i dunno?

6: Eye color​:​
dark brown

7: Birth​day:​
28th Feb

8: Mood:​
bored

9: FAV Colour:​
pinkkk (:

10; Who do you love:​
myself (:

TEN THIS OR THAT?​

1: Love or lust?​
how about hate?

2: Cruisers or beer?​
cruisers.

3: Cats or dogs?​
dogs

4:​Rich or poor?​
rich

5: Television or Internet?​
internet

6: Pepsi or coke?​
coke

7: Wild night out or romantic night in?
a little from column a, a little from column b.

8: Money or Happiness?​
money, cause money can buy happiness (Y)

9: Night or day?
night

10: MSN or phone​?​
depends.

TEN HAVE YOU EVERS​

1: Ever been caught sneaking out
no.

2: Wished you were dead?​
:S

3: Done something you regret?​
yes.

5: Scuba dived​?​
no :(

6: Finished an entire jaw breaker?​
wtf is a jaw breaker?!

7: Changed a nappy​?​
fuck off.

8: Wanted one of your ex bf/gf back?​
pft.

9: Cried because you lost a pet?
no.

10: Wanted to disappear?​
yeah.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A RELATIONSHIP:​

1: Smile or eyes:​
oh my gosh, both? haha

2: Light or dark hair:​
dont care.

3: Hugs or kisses:​
dont care

4: Shorter or taller:​
taller

5: Intelligence or attraction​:​
both please!

6: Trust or love?​
both please!

7: Long distance or close​?​
close

8: Call or text?​
call

10: Older or younger?​
older thanks (Y)

week planned.

okay. I have my week planned now (Y)
Monday - MUST study, finish of chapter 11 for chem and start physics studying.
Tuesday - Caro + mates crashing at my place
Wednesday - study, study, study, study
Thursday - Viv's birthday lunch at hogsbreath (with Leno?)
Friday - Caro(Watching my best friends girl) + Dan's party
Saturday - study, study, study, study! must not procrastinate!
Sunday - 7k Diabetes walk (Y)
andd
Monday - Viv's place

Finally, i'm actually going out and doing stuff! Which leaves me 3 days to study, WHICH I MUST DO...speaking of which today is monday and i'm meant to be studying :S Tis alright i shall study after this (Y)

Anyways yesterday i didn't get to go to the Mainy Tribute Footy Match :( and now i'm giving the silent treatment to the mother. THAT'S RIGHT BITCH, TAKE THAT FOR NOT LETTING ME GO! I could give her the silent treatment forever. (Y) But i still haven't told her/asked if i can go caro tomorrow/people will come over, do i care? No! I shall have to break the silent treatment and say "Caro tomorrow, people coming over after." then resume the silent treatment again :P And of course she can't so no cause i will walk away after, and if she does say no well, sucks to be her cause i'm going anyway (:

Oh, and some family friends came over yesterday and THEIR BABY IS SOOOOO CUTE, HE'S SO FREAKING ADORABLE AND HAS THE CUTEST/BIGGEST CHUBBIEST CHEEKS AND AWWW! I want to steal him! :P

So, that is all for now.
Toodle-loo
x

bored.

okay.
so i haven't been that productive over the holidays, bad Lillian! Haven't been going out much, nor have i been studying much! And currently i am procrastinating yet again. Some one please slap me :( or hypnotize me to do my homework! Let me take you through my eventful week!
Monday - Adventure World (good fun!)
Tuesday - Nothing
Wednesday- Nothing + bit of study (like TINY WEENY BIT)
Thursday- Nothing + bit of study
Friday- Nothing
Sautrday-Nothing + done/doing my physics writeups

WOOO WHAT A GREAT WEEK, YEAH! *sense the sarcasm.
Next week should be better. Hopefully...
Monday-Study?!
Tuesday - Mates crashing at my place?
Wednesday - Dunno yet
Thursday - Dunno..
Friday - Caro + Dan's Party
Saturday - Dunno yet.
Sunday - 7K Diabetes Walk (Y)
Monday - Get Physical - The Sequal with Viv, But it'll be more like "Viv i cbf'd wanna go get some food?" hahaha :)

And on one of those days Viv & Leno & I are gonna go Hogsbreath to fill Viv up with iron, with some juicy steak! Anyways, my head hurts right now...so i'll be off.

Bye
x

Happy Birthday!

My first memory of this lovely human being;
Walking into my class for chinese school holding my mums hand, i looked in and saw this lonely
girl sitting by herself. Turns out she was a family friend and we sat next to each other (Y) That's all i remember.

Who would have thought that it would be the first memory of many that i would share with this girl? Who would have would have thought that this chubby girl that everyone called "Fei Mui" would grow up to be my one of my best mates(and become skinny in the future :P)? Who would have thought that this girl would become my cam whore buddy and that we'd make thousands of memories and quotes up?!

She is onee top chick, even though she knows so much about my horrible past and likes to dig it up! I want her to be apart of my future too, during the good times and bad (but mainly good!) so we can make many more moments to add to our list of;
-getting physical
-hejews
-making moofins
-fcjs
-rooftops with ted
-bmx tarding :P
-taking my waffle virginity! (though she can't really do that any more...)
-dressing up in target/kmart/myer's changing rooms and taking pics :P
-LONGGG phone calls and talking to the operator!
-HERMIES!
-and so much more that i can't remember, because i've lost all our pics :O (stupid computer, SEND EM TO ME GIRL!!!) and because we've made so many my little brain cells have fizzed out and died!

Thank you so much for everything; for being in my life, for making me laugh, for listening to me when i need to blow off some steam, for being a great cam whore buddy, for all those great bitching sessions, for every single freaking thing that you have done for me. I want to say Thank You (:

So here's to Vivien, one of the most important people in my life.
Cheers mate (Y)
If our future memories are just as good as our past (minus the FoB TaLkInG and 'shroom cuts), you MIGHT just be worth being friends with. I kid i kid!!

Happy 15th Birthday Botch.
Took ya long enough to get here,
so watch as many MA15+ shows as ya can ;)

Best Wishes.
phil
x

P.S- If you ever get married on Grand Final day, consider me there dressed up with bells on okay, but if the Eagles are playing, don't push ya luck :P


P.P.S - I love you botch, in a non sexual way :| haha

ARGH

okay, remember my subjects dilemma?!
WELL NOW I HAVE TO DECIDE BY FRIDAY :( :(

I just want to bury my head in the sand and hope it all blows over...
ARGH WHAT DO I FUCKING DO :(
Okay these are the pros and cons of moving to cvc...
PROS
-nice school! (way better than my ancient gum infested school)
-subjects!!
-close to homeee.

CONS
-no friends :O
-have to adjust (learn my way around the school etc.)

THAT'S IT! Pros outweigh the cons :(
What happens if i move to CVC and i don't make any friends! So i'll be like a loner all lunch and recesses and IN ALL CLASSES AND I DON'T WANT TO BE LONELY!!!!!!
Or What if i move to CVC and make kickarse friends (who are better than the friends i have now..that wouldn't be too hard :P) and blitz my TEE cause of the loverly teachers and facilities and friends!!

Knowing my luck i'd be the first option -.- (I'VE RESORTED TO USING ASIAN FACES! AND I HATE ASIAN FACES!!! ARGH.)

Someone please help me :(

I'M NOT DEAD!

Ahoy there! Never fear Lillian is here!!

Yes, i know i haven't been blogging for quite some time, but this post should be superly duperly long (:


I GOT A HAIRCUT ! After many many months of growing it and not triming it, the split ends decideded to pop up! So Snipity Snip! And now i hate it :(

NAHHHHH, just kidding (: Hrm, i wonder if i would ever have the guts to cut my hair like that...
It actually looks like this...



IT LOOKS WORSE IN REAL LIFE OKAY! haha. I hatee it, but its easy to curl :P I guess i will be curling my hair more often now!
Anyways now onto a real pickle.
It will probably THE HARDEST decision i will have to make in my life thus far.


Let me explain my little pickle...

My subjects for year 12 clash! (oh no!) Currenly i have 5 subs that are fine and dandy (3A/3B ENG, Applicable Maths, Physics, Chemistry and Economics). BUT, i need 6 subjects and mum wants me to do 6 TEE subs cause "Andy did 6 TEE subjects lalalalalalablahblahblahblah" So the subject that clashes is Political and Legal.

Now i have 3 options;
1. Choose a subject on the 2nd line (they all suck!)
2. Do P&L by SIDE (SIDE is a program where you do the subject by yourself in the library or something and once a week someone comes in and gives you stuff to do and then you gotta do it by yourself, so basically it is self teaching yourself)
3. Move schools

Currently option #1 is pretty much out of the equation and i am favouring option #3 more, because i am scared i don't have the willpower and self motivation to teach myself! Cause I might talk to other SIDE students who do it the same time as me or not even do any work and just sit there OR wag the class : But option 3 also comes with some cons! Like having to adjust to the new school (learn my way around + get new friends!) and it also has its pros!!! Btw the pros outweigh the cons...Oh, i also don't really like my group of friends right now...so that is also a pro to move.. :P

So i don't know what to do...

Stay at thornlie and potentially fuck up my TEE, thus fucking up my life.
or
Move to CVC potentially get a good TEE mark, and possibly not fit in and have no friends!!!!
But the thing is TEE is more important than friends and stuff right now...And yr 12 is like 3 terms so even if i do have no friends it'll only be one year of social suicide? haha.

Help me! Why does life have to be so hard :(

Onto a lighter topic...Viv and i finally camwhored, been a long time since we have camwhored :P

Yeah, not many pics cause our creative juices weren't flowing :( Anyways must be off homework is calling!!

x

P.S Sorry it wasnt a super dooper long post :P