I am SOO annoyed atm :( You probably think it's a stupid reason as to why i'm annoyed. But it occurs SOOO often it's not even funny any more.
Okay so here's what happened;
Last night I wrote down a list of stuff for mum to buy cause would only see her for 15 minutes before she went to work the next day(same with daddy). So no one would be home to take me to late night to buy the stuff I NEED for the Busselton trip. The list concluded of;
+Printer ink refills (so I could print off directions to Busselton)
+ Sunscreen so the whole family doesn't get fucking melanoma.
Not hard to get right? It's not like I was asking for cheese from the moon.
So when I got home from school I see the sunscreen but no printer ink; so I assume she's put it somewhere else. And when she wakes up I ask her where the printer ink is and she says "Oh Big W didn't have it" and I was like oh okay...Then I asked my brother or dad to bring me to some place to buy it but they were all busy cause my brother had to do uni labs and dad had to work. So then mum's like "are you gonna print off the Busselton directions?" andd that's when I got pissed off. How does she expect me to print off shit when THERE IS NO PRINTER INK. And WHY the hell did she not go to somewhere else to buy the ink when Big W didn't have it! It's not like she didn't have like the whole fucking day.
And I know you're probably thinking that I overreacted. BUT whenever my brother asks her to do something. SHE DOES IT INSTANTLY. If Andy needs this she'll get it for him if Andy needs that she'll instantaneously RUSH out to get it. But when it comes to me it's like; "You don't need that" or "I don't have time" Now i'm not saying I hate my brother for that; I don't hate him at all, and he doesn't ask for stuff often (and neither do i) But when he does, she gets it for him instantly. And even so; the stuff I told her to buy was for the use of the FAMILY members; it wasn't like something that only I would use. Oh and another situation was when Andy was in year 12 she went out and brought him this NEW HUGE table so he could study well and succeed. And i'm stuck with the old computer table that is WAYY to small that I have to shove everything on the floor and cause I don't have a large enough bookshelf, but when does she care? NO. She tells me to get my fucking shit off the floor and if I don't she puts it in a pile which MESSES UP MY WHOLEE SYSTEM and takes me like ages just to sort it out so I can do my hw/study.
I've always known that she favours Andy more; cause he's the boy (and asian people like having sons more than daughters) and he's smart and blah blah blah. And i've accepted the fact that she loves him more. But it just pisses me off sometimes and I needed to get it out.
So I apologize to the people who had to read my rant. Sorry for wasting minutes of your life :P
On a happier note; term one finished today, but I have a Mount Everest of homework to conqour over the holidays. On a sadder note; I'm NOT looking forward to Busselton any more.
P.S; I'm kicking myself SOO DAMN hard for not getting driving lessons earlier; CAUSE I COULD HAVE MY LICENSE BY NOW :( I'm gonna promise myself to get driving lessons on the holidays!!!!!!
Okay so here's what happened;
Last night I wrote down a list of stuff for mum to buy cause would only see her for 15 minutes before she went to work the next day(same with daddy). So no one would be home to take me to late night to buy the stuff I NEED for the Busselton trip. The list concluded of;
+Printer ink refills (so I could print off directions to Busselton)
+ Sunscreen so the whole family doesn't get fucking melanoma.
Not hard to get right? It's not like I was asking for cheese from the moon.
So when I got home from school I see the sunscreen but no printer ink; so I assume she's put it somewhere else. And when she wakes up I ask her where the printer ink is and she says "Oh Big W didn't have it" and I was like oh okay...Then I asked my brother or dad to bring me to some place to buy it but they were all busy cause my brother had to do uni labs and dad had to work. So then mum's like "are you gonna print off the Busselton directions?" andd that's when I got pissed off. How does she expect me to print off shit when THERE IS NO PRINTER INK. And WHY the hell did she not go to somewhere else to buy the ink when Big W didn't have it! It's not like she didn't have like the whole fucking day.
And I know you're probably thinking that I overreacted. BUT whenever my brother asks her to do something. SHE DOES IT INSTANTLY. If Andy needs this she'll get it for him if Andy needs that she'll instantaneously RUSH out to get it. But when it comes to me it's like; "You don't need that" or "I don't have time" Now i'm not saying I hate my brother for that; I don't hate him at all, and he doesn't ask for stuff often (and neither do i) But when he does, she gets it for him instantly. And even so; the stuff I told her to buy was for the use of the FAMILY members; it wasn't like something that only I would use. Oh and another situation was when Andy was in year 12 she went out and brought him this NEW HUGE table so he could study well and succeed. And i'm stuck with the old computer table that is WAYY to small that I have to shove everything on the floor and cause I don't have a large enough bookshelf, but when does she care? NO. She tells me to get my fucking shit off the floor and if I don't she puts it in a pile which MESSES UP MY WHOLEE SYSTEM and takes me like ages just to sort it out so I can do my hw/study.
I've always known that she favours Andy more; cause he's the boy (and asian people like having sons more than daughters) and he's smart and blah blah blah. And i've accepted the fact that she loves him more. But it just pisses me off sometimes and I needed to get it out.
So I apologize to the people who had to read my rant. Sorry for wasting minutes of your life :P
On a happier note; term one finished today, but I have a Mount Everest of homework to conqour over the holidays. On a sadder note; I'm NOT looking forward to Busselton any more.
P.S; I'm kicking myself SOO DAMN hard for not getting driving lessons earlier; CAUSE I COULD HAVE MY LICENSE BY NOW :( I'm gonna promise myself to get driving lessons on the holidays!!!!!!
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